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captainsweet · 10 months

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I am tired of being a bad bitch. I want to see the world in soft colors. I want to be emotional. I want to laugh like I've never experienced hardship, like I'm not aware of everything. Fuck being aware, I want those giggly moments, and sugary drinks, and silly movies. I want those playful and dramatic reenactments, I want those bonding moments over silly things, stupid moments, that childhood silliness but older. Fuck having to be serious, I want to be silly.

#Sure my style is “Alternative” but I'll like to be the disfigured monster surrounded by fairies #I want to be that creature drawn shakily with straight yet messy lines and mishaped shapes #Yet surrounded by bubbles snd rainbows and clouds snd everything adorable and nice snd utterly sweet #I'm in a mood sorry #I just think I deserve a life full of unrealistic fluffiness and cute pastel's even if I can't match the theme myself #Ugh #Captain S Rambles #There's no point to this I'm just tired of forcing myself to be so hard and unfeeling thing when I WANT to be sensitive and emotional #and soft and kind and all sorts if other sappy shit. I want to be sappy and not be judged for it.#I want to be sweet and have it be so tooth rotting it just makes your teeth fall out immediately with decay.#But I can't be any of that unfortunately. But I can at least dream :C

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