#WHATEVER his gf has been lying to him for months and will didn't say anything AT ALL not abt that and just in fucking general will who said

[bylertruther]

"it's not my fault you don't like girls!" is such a crazy line for so many reasons.

they filmed versions with mike saying "you don't like girls yet" but didn't use it. hm.

"you don't like girls"? so... mike knows, right? and he backs down because bringing it up (even though technically it's not uncalled for since will was the first to make it personal but anyway) clearly hurt will?

"it's not my fault" so mike recognizes that will is unfairly zeroing in on him? that he's upset with mike specifically being the one to get a girlfriend and abandon him, himself, and their party for her?

"it's not my fault" so it's true that he feels suddenly cornered and attacked here, and that's why he puts his foot in his mouth? that he really wasn't trying to be a jerk like many still think?

the general fact that mike obviously is not the reason will's gay, but also he kind of is very much the reason lmao.

the way that he basically says "listen, i know that you're gay and all, but did you seriously think it was going to be you and me, together, us and only us, sitting in what has always been our safe space doing that which has always brought us joy, forever?" and will responds with a very simple "yes. i did. i really did." that kills and breaks the heart of everyone in a 5k mile radius including them. :(

[gsp-sweet]

update

Never date a guy with ex girlfriend issues. If he says he's not ready to be in a labeled relationship, run very far away. Unless you want your heart crushed then by all means. Down the road you will realize that you are under his control. He may not even know that he put you in this situation. I've been dating this guy for seven months and I asked him what the difference was between him and I and BF/GF and he says nothing so I ask him if we can be BF/GF. He says yes and then no a couple of days later. I ask for a two week break. We end up breaking up. Oh side note we are also long distance , about two hours away. Alright so he says the next step would be to live with each other because we don't even know if our relationship would work if we were in the same county. Ummm I don't see the logic . I just asked for a label. It's akward after seven months of you introducing me as umm this is my friend. And it's gets worse when the person prods us with questions. Oh are you from city X? Oh what made you decide to come to city X? Visit this guy, that far? Well I'm used to the commute now.

sometimes im not good at lying. If I don't answer I'll seem even more awkward and be seen like I don't want to talk.

Btw when he would message his friends he would say "I'm with my girl" or "lol my girl just said this @l"

My Girl ! FU

I could have been more patient but if you don't want me then man up and break up. This relationship would have ended like my first. Him seeking someone because he felt like we were married . Whatever. I should have never moved in with that guy.

i feel even more stupid because I called him a week ago and we told each other with missed hanging out and then during a different conversation he apologized for being a pain. To me that sounded like we wanted to be back together. Stupid me was considering it, I even called him in the middle of last week to ask him but he ignored my call or was busy. Fast forward to this weekend and he posts a picture of him with another girl and the caption says 2017 you've been good to me or something. I'm glad we never talked. I would have been rejected and be even more heartbroken than I'm feeling now. He never posted any pictures of me or said anything about the fact that I've been with him most of 2017. Not this girl.

We were having fun, there was no reason to break up except I wanted more. I guess he wasn't happy but to much of a pissy bitch, just say so. Instead of a break he should have broken up with me or at least after the two weeks. He said the break was hard and he didn't think we made the right decision.

He provably fucked this girl and she was better than me because she actually knew how to ride a small dick. He probably also like to be told what to do. I don't blame him, I do too. But neither of us are dominant in bed. I tried and could have gotten better. That's where we needed things to change.

Anyways back to seeing that post. We've only been broken up for three weeks. We both deserve to date other people but I'm not posting pictures of the guy that I filling my time with just because I feel lonely. Asshole. He knows that that would hurt me. That girl could easily be his friend but I'm not going to ask ... yeah I already look and sound crazy. That would have been so worse. I removed myself from most social media to not get butt hurt and reduce my distractions. (I need to finish this thesis)

I should have listened to my father , don't get involved with anyone while in grad school.

Anyways I'm in pain and feeling sorry for myself. I keep tellling myself woman up ! He's not worth it. Then I get these missing feelings and tell myself but he made you feel grounded. No, No. STOP.

These feelings will go away even if your memory won't. This was another experience that you can take a lot away from. It would have been nice if you would have just shut your mouth until graduation but I guess you have already made distractions for yourself why not moments of even more crying.

I will miss you but eventually I will miss you less.

This month has had been all about missing people. My bestie moved to TN but that's a different story and now my other bestie moved up north. She'll be back in three months though.

I want to feel grounded on my own. I wish I just knew how to get there. I have so much growing up to do and I'm already half of a century old plus one.