#YOU GUYS CANT GET RID OF ME FOR LONG but ill still be sad abt this

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[ freshman year of college, 2013 ] [9:14am] kaia ➝ jude: hey[9:15am] kaia ➝ jude: this is kaia from art class ???? [9:15am] kaia ➝ jude: can we meet up today we have to start on the project lmao[9:30am] kaia ➝ jude: i hope u know that u still have ur read receipts on for me so stop IGNORING me ur not edgy

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[11:32pm / unsent] kaia ➝ jude: sometimes i really miss it when we were together. i know that i was the one who broke things off but it’s just hard to explain or maybe it’s nto even hard at all and i was just fuckign scared[11:48pm / unsent] kaia ➝ jude: but i ruined it all i did it for no reason and it was completely unfair to you because you deserve so much better htan that you deserve an explanation you dserve a reason and god you just deserve someone so much betterERROR! TEXT MESSAGES NOT SENT! REVIEW THE MESSAGES AND TRY AGAIN!

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[12:53pm] kaia ➝ jude: YORUE’ SUCH A LIAR U SAID UWOULDNT GET MEBACK FOR DIRAWNG A DICKODN YOUR FACE THAT ONE TIME[12:56pm] kaia ➝ jude: JDUE WTF DID U DRAW I CANT EVEN GET ITO FF MY FACE I CANTWALK AROUND LIEK THIS!!!!

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[ freshman year of college, 2013 ] [3:43am] kaia ➝ jude: i knwo thta u htaed me at first bhc we alwaxys argued hin art class[3:45am] kaia ➝ jude: and thaht’s jokay bc i didn'it like u ceither u were alwfays so pretenitsous baout ur arft[3:50am] kaia ➝ jude: but i’m reallny scared bc nwo whervene i hang around you i start getting reallzy nervobus and gmy heart jjust bzeats na lot faster[3:51am] kaia ➝ jude: i think tu jugst stress me out a lot aynd it’s starting to gkive me high blojoda[3:51am] kaia ➝ jude: owr mvaybe i just likde oyu god i relaly rrealy like yoju

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[ freshman year of college, 2014 ] [5:29pm] kaia ➝ jude: OMG SO THE SBFA CURRENTLY HAS THEIR ART INTERNSHIPS OPEN AND WE SHOULD APPLY!!!!![5:32pm] kaia ➝ jude: JUDE U CAN’T NOT DO IT UR WORK IS SO SO SO AMAZING there’s no way they won’t pick u idk about me but i might as well give it a shot too WHAT IF WE GET IT TOGETHER 

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[11:15pm] kaia ➝ jude: hey jude could u add me back to the gc[11:16pm] kaia ➝ jude: ur sister kicked me out again lol…………[11:16pm] kaia ➝ jude: honestly how are u guys related[11:17pm] kaia ➝ jude: the fact that u guys share the same dna still shocks me till this day

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[ freshman year of college, 2013 ] [9:21am] kaia ➝ jude: listen here buddy if u fucking insult my sketch one more time in class ur honestly gonna have it coming for u[9:24am] kaia ➝ jude: we get it mr high and mighty u know a lot abt drawing or whatever lmao but everyone has different opinions I WAS JUST HAVING A ROUGH DAY W THAT SKETCH[9:25am] kaia ➝ jude: i rlly thought u’d be a lot better since we have to work together on that mid-term project now but ur critiques are still so mean[9:26am] kaia ➝ jude: that drawing u did in class today isn’t ur best work either idk what ur coming at me for :/ but go off ig

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[2:12pm] kaia ➝ jude: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8ACNty077I

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[6:32pm] kaia ➝ jude: JUDE I THOOUGHT UW WERE JOKING ABOTU THE SPIDERS IN MY OROM WHTA THE HELL[6:35pm] kaia ➝ jude: U ONLY PUT ONE THOUGHRIHGT I ONLY SEE ONE WHERE ARE THE OTHERS[6:35pm] kaia ➝ jude: JUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET RID OF HTEM RIHGTNOW

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[7:03pm] kaia ➝ jude: thanks for being such a good friend[7:04pm] kaia ➝ jude: and taking care of me when i was drunk that one night i probably would’ve passed out on the beach & gotten swept up in the ocean waves if it wasnt for u[7:05pm] kaia ➝ jude: ur a little devil sometimes but idk where i’d be without u :)

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[10:38pm] kaia ➝ jude: jw this is for science i dont rlly care or anything but does jade ever talk about me[10:39pm] kaia ➝ jude: not that i care abt what she says or thinks of me i know shes ur sister but we’re still enemies….. [10:40pm] kaia ➝ jude: anyway moving on another scientific question but how long did that emo phase of urs last for… did it ever even end

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[2:26am] kaia ➝ jude: HEYHEHYEHYEY JUDEEEEEEE[2:27am] kaia ➝ jude: DON’T MAKE IT BADDD, TAKE A SAD SONG AND MAKE IT BETTERRRR[2:27am] kaia ➝ jude: WHY DID U NEVER TELL ME THAT U MET THE BEATLES AND LEFT SUCH AN IMPACT ON THEM THAT THEY WROTE A SONG ABOUT U???

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[1:28pm] kaia ➝ jude: DON’T FUCKING KILL THE SPIDER JUST WRAP IT UP N PUT IT IN A BOX ILL PAY U $20 !!!! BENJI PLS HELP ME OUT AND COME THROUGH…..I’M GONNA PUT THIS UNDER HIS BED[1:30pm] kaia ➝ jude: yeah….. that wasn’t meant for u…. 

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[3:54am / unsent] kaia ➝ jude: why do you still hang around me? how can you still manage to look at me in the face and not hate me after everything i did? why can’t you just be like everyone else and fucking hate me and say mean things? i broke your heart, jude. what part of that don’t you understand? we were fine and we were happy and i ended it. remember the late nights just walking around an empty city, drawing on each other when the other falls asleep, sending songs back and forth??? it all stopped because of me.[4:35am / unsent] kaia ➝ jude: so please, i need you to tell me that you hate me. just look me in the face and tell me that you hate me and that you hate being my fucking friend and you never wanna talk to me ever again. tell me that you’re sorry we ever even met and that we ever even got paired up for that art project. because it honestly really kills me to be your friend when deep down i know i don’t deserve that, i fucking know i don’t deserve being able to talk to you and being your friend after what i did and everything that happened. you’re the first boy i ever truly liked who made me feel the way i did and made me feel like i was dancing on air every time we hung out. you made my heart do flips and my stomach turn and i liked you so so much and god, i might’ve even loved you. the thought of that scared me because i never wanted to rely and depend on someone this much, i didn’t wanna get too attached because what if it didn’t work out anyways? what if we fell in too deep and we just ended up getting hurt even more in the end? the more you laughed and looked at me the way you did i just fell even more in love with you and i was afraid. i always mess it all up and everyone just starts hating me in the end, so why are you still here?ERROR! TEXT MESSAGES NOT SENT! REVIEW THE MESSAGES AND TRY AGAIN!