#You don't know how often I would be mad at her for not appreciating Rick's love and care *_*

[spill-to-t]

I have so many ideas lately what is going on?! Btw, thanks for all the love under the melodies <3 (sorry if sound is bad)

Their relationship was far more than complicated. They loved each other, at least Rick loved her. But they didn't work as a team in any way. She was often very angry with him, picking fights. Even when he remained calm and diplomatic, that wasn't good enough for her either. He wasn't the man she wanted and she wasn't the woman he deserved. Nevertheless, her death broke his heart into a million pieces.

[bloody-frank]

Can you write a fic where Shane Walsh has a crush on reader and ends up relieving her(your choice could be fingering,fucking idc) and makes her squirt?

"stress relief" - shane walsh x f!reader

summary: shane notices how stressed you are and helps by fucking you during a supply run :)

warnings: dom!shane, rough sex, choking, squirt, walkers, anger.

words: 1542

note: thank you for the request, it’s my first one! i really liked it, i miss shane so much :(

your stomach rumbles as you clean your gun, bored and nervous; you've been looking for food on the supply runs for days, but you haven't found anything edible.

the environment in the group is tense, there are some fights lately with rick and the others, and hunger doesn't help. you feel pretty useless, and you think about how you can help. you have no close friends, you are silent but you have always been available to the group and everyone appreciates it.

almost everyone tends to ignore you: daryl is always hunting and grumpy with others, rick is often busy; there is a man, shane, who tends to be on his own.

you have seen him oppose decisions, argue, and you don't know him well but you respect his determination, he knows his stuff; sometimes, when you are near the fire, at night and alone, he sits next to you but he doesn't say anything, he just looks at you, thinking.

during the missions, you get along well, you have the same survival strategy and you are both good with weapons, but beyond the few words and the looks, there was nothing else. he's older than you, certainly at least ten years old, but you've always found him interesting... and cute.

trying to make yourself useful, you take the last two fish, caught yesterday by shane with a makeshift fishing rod, and put them on branches to cook them on the fire. lost in your thoughts, you do not realize that you have placed them too close to the flames and after a few minutes they catch fire.

"fuck! no!!"

you swear, angry, the last food gone to waste. everyone stops what they are doing, they looks at you, understanding the accident but pissed off about the food. you kick a nearby log to let off steam, you made the situation worse.

You run your hands on your forehead trying to compose yourself, shane looks at you seriously, maybe you seem to see concern in his eyes.

"I'm going to look for food." you say taking the car keys.

"alone it's dangerous, and it's late, soon it will be dark" rick approaches you, sighing.

"you're not my fucking father rick, don't treat me like a child."

you say too coldly, you are not mad at rick with you feel like your head is going to explode.

rick looks at you sadly, but he nods, and you enter the car in the driver seat; while you turn the key, the door of the car gets opened and shane sits on the passenger seat.

"what are you doing?"

you ask him annoyed, tired, you don't even want to talk.

"i'm coming with you. -before you can reply, he looks at you darkly- i have things to do, i'm not coming to be your god-damn babysitter."

you sigh, starting to drive the car to some places that have not been checked yet on your run supplies.

the trip is silent, your hands hold the steering wheel tightly, you feel so many emotions inside you that they would like to go out but you hate showing yourself vulnerable, so you just drive staring at the road.

shane looks like he's having fun, with a little smirk on his face.

"what the fuck is wrong with you? do you think i'm funny? that this is funny?"

you almost yell, even if you don't want to; he keeps looking at you, he runs a finger on his lower lip.

he shrugs, smiling.

"i like when you're mad."

you look at him confused, not understanding, "what ..?"

"i mean, you've been all nervous for days, with your quick footsteps and your frown... i like when you show your kick-ass side, walking in the campus without even give a single look to all the boys that will literally kill for one single touch of your. -he gives you a little dirty smile- we live in a fucking apocalypse, we have tough days but you don't have to blame yourself. -his eyes are getting sweeter now- you should let yourself go, and I know one thing that could make you feel better..."

his voice is lower now, his eyes go down and pass from your eyes to your body. you are speakless, analyzing his words too quickly in your head. what does he mean?

“i- i don’t...” you try to find something to say as your cheeks turns pink; you realize that you have been arrived to the house so you stop the car, going out without saying anything else, a little too clumsy.

he follows you into the home, carefull for the walkers that may be in.

“i’ve been watching you lately, always on your own.. so mysterious -he easily kill a walker that was approcing you from the other room, you do the same and some drops of blood come on your cheek, he gets closer and put an hand on your cheek, cleaning the blood with his thumb- walking with that tight shorts that you always wear like they did nothing to us men, to me...”

he sigh, looking at your lips. you are enchanted, mouth half open, legs feels weak.

“tell me you don’t want this, i’ll stop”

he says it like a last warning, trying desperately to contain himself.

“i want it..” with a tired moan, you admit; he throws himself on your lips, kissing you, as if you were his source of air. oh, he waited so long for this. he caresses your hips with his big hands, but after a few seconds he moves away; you moan, but he holds you close and takes you by the hand, walking into the house, holding you behind him and ready to kill other walkers. after making sure that the house is free, he picks you up with ease. 

"baby, I'll make you feel good. Do you trust me?”

you nod, and he kisses you, leaning you on the table of the kitchen; he gets between your legs as he quickly takes off his shirt: his muscles are perfect, strong, and you touch them with eyes full of lust.

“god, i haven’t done this in a long time”

you say a little bit scared to disappoint him.

“me too baby, i don’t care. -he cups your breast after taking off your shirt, admring you- god, you’re perfect.”

he takes your nipples in his mouth, god, it feels like heaven, his tongue twisting, biting. his touch is rough and needy, you already know that you’ll miss it.

“i wanna taste you.” 

he groans and he kneels on the floor, as if he was worshiping you. he looks at you and then tears off your shorts, looking at your glimmering cunt.

he moans at the sight, and holding your thighs open with his hands he starts licking you hard. you arch your back, finally feeling your body relax under his touch. your hands slide into his hair, pushing him into your aching pussy even more. 

“shane -you moan- don’t stop, please, it’s so good”

“i got you baby. i’m here.” 

he whispers without detaching his lips from you, alternating between your clit and your opening. you feel your juice running down your tights, your walls clenching around nothing, it’s too much.

“please! shane fuck me!” you cru out, desperate.

shane stands up, stopping for a few seconds, intoxicated by your taste and your moans; he quickly lines up to your entrance, collectiong the juice with the tip of his cock.

“you’re so cute. begging for my cock” my smiles proudly.

“god, don’t tease, please” you whine.

he nods and with a single push, he enters. god, you have never felt so full. a loud moan escapes your lips, he places a hand on your mouth and leans over your body, entering even more. 

"ssh baby, you can't be heard.” he whispers as he starts to push himself deeper. it’s not long and he is thrusting into you mercilessly, keeping your legs wide apart with the weight of his body. the other free hand wraps around your neck, squeezing just enough to make you feel that indescribable pleasure, given by the lack of oxygen.

you’re a moaning mess, you can’t think anymore. he loves to see you like this, he imagined it many times, alone, in the shower. 

you wrap your little hands around his wrist, if it weren't for his hand on your mouth you'd be screaming. his thrusts become more erratic, from his gaze and his breath you understand that he is near. 

you feel too the knot in the stomach approaching, but it’s different, more intense. the pleasure is too much, then you hear a watery noise and you can't move even if you want to: you're already squirting on shane’s cock.

with open eyes shane looks where your bodies meets, tightening his hand around you neck.

"holy shit... fuck me..." 

he whispers pushing even harder, trying to make room inside of your clenched pussy, and spilling ropes of his hot cum inside you.

you both catch your breath slowly, ke takes your hands off your mouth and your neck, tomorrow there will be bruises.

“fuck, that was hot. -he smiles- i will make you stressed more often”

[the-ghost-king]

So I'm not going to start like an Anti-Chiron tag because I don't find that enjoyable personally, but every so often people ask why I dislike him so here's essentially a "masterpost" of my thoughts on that situation for when anyone asks, just so I have it to explain some...

This isn't nearly a full list, and there's many more "incidents" that make me less than fond of Chiron, I don't hate the old man but he leaves a bad taste in my mouth and I'm not a fan of that. He's a very twisted character.

- The Lightning Thief

This quote is literally just after Percy's mom "dies", they're all sitting on the porch of the Big House right after he's finally woken up after days of sleeping, and that's the line Chiron pulls out on him.

That's straight up emotional manipulation which was entirely unnecessary in the context of what Chiron was trying to explain. There wasn't a single reason for that, in the slightest.

Immediately following that, and Percy, who canonically has anger issues, does his best to remain calm, he is immediately threatened by Dionysus, and Chiron doesn't even tell Dionysus off for doing that; Chiron just let's it happen. It's Grover who has to speak up to tell Dionysus off...

The only reason Chiron comes out looking like a old guy in this scene is because Dionysus was so much worse in his behavior, at one point intimidating Percy with his power over madness.

- The Titan's Curse

This is the aftermath of when Nico ran away upon confirmation of Bianca's death. When Percy is telling Chiron about the situation, Chiron wishes Nico had been eaten alive rather than recruited into an army.

He'd rather a child be dead than fight against him, and he openly tells this to other children he's in charge of. If Percy went missing would he have said "I hope he was eaten <3" as well?

I don't blame Perry for not delivering the truth here, it was done in an effort to protect Nico; which wasn't something Annabeth had planned on doing... I don't blame Annabeth for that though either, she's been beneath Chiron so long that she probably doesn't realize the shady stuff he does, and to her "going to tell" probably was the "right" move because she was a child...

But the fact that Chiron believes Nico truly would be better off eaten than alive :/

- Tower of Nero

This quote from Tower of Nero shows that Chiron lied to a bunch of young children (most of them were young because the older campers are largely dead because of the war or too old for camp now). It wasn't just a little white lie that adults sometimes tell kids either; they were walking into battle and he told them it was a field trip.

Did he even begin to explain the danger he was putting these kids in? Did the children understand their situation? And how dangerous it was?

Kayla has been blindsided over the years into thinking that telling children they're going on a field trip instead of fighting a battle is something to make a joke of and not be questioned... (Again, I don't blame her she's only like 12 in the book, but still)

Apollo also agrees, which isn't on Chiron but it's a whole mother reason why I can't stand Rick's interpretation of Apollo...

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This isn't me being like "oh Chiron is the worst most evil character ever" I just think that he has numerous flaws which are largely ignored in favor of the "perfect wise teacher" narrative when in fact Chiron and Dumbledore share a lot of.. Offputting qualities.

I do think that some of the situation is simply a result of Chiron having his hands tied behind his back by the gods some. And he even goes so far as to confirm this in a scene of TLT

However many of the scenes in which he exhibits behaviors like that in my first three screenshots are not related to anything the gods require and are, in fact, of Chiron's own free will.

Some things I would blame Zeus and the council for, such as how he withholds information from Percy to an excessive amount for long periods of time even when Percy straight up asks about things. I could easily see that being Zeus trying to prevent Percy from claiming the prophecy as his own, and I could see reasoning that maybe Chiron had sworn over the River Styx or something similar.

But those things don't apply to Chiron making such an unnecessary comment about Percy's mother so close to her "death". It doesn't explain why he would say he hoped Nico had been eaten out loud, and it doesn't cover the fact that he led children into a battlefield without telling them that's what was happening.

I think the context of Chiron's choices and comments would be different if the campers were older. If they were in their late teens or early twenties for the most part, I wouldn't really have much to say about how Chiron handled the situation.

But this man is in charge of children and extremely young teenagers, Percy is only 12 in TLT, maybe if he would have been 16 or 17 then I could give Chiron a pass, but he wasn't. Within the context of the comment he made in the Titan's Curse, Percy is only 14 and Nico is 10 at the beginning of the book... You don't wish a 10 year old had been eaten alive by a monster no matter how bad you think the alternative is, and if you do wish that you don't say it out loud to a group of other children. In the battle from Tower of Nero we get a quick look at the battlefield, and although Ben's age, and the age of another girl fighting alongside him are never confirmed they are implied to be fairly young, and we know Kayla is only 12 at the time too; yet Chiron told them it was a field trip instead of a battle, limiting the time they would have to mentally prepare themselves for what was coming.

On top of that, the nods the reader gets to the fact that Chiron can't act out against the gods depletes over the course of the series. After TLT the amount of times the situation involves the gods interfering with what Chiron is allowed to say lessens, and by the time the Heroes of Olympus series comes around, these limitations on his speech is almost entirely gone. Yet as seen in Tower of Nero he still does morally questionable things in regards to how he treats the campers.

Like I said, I recognize that in many scenes Chiron's hands are tied behind his back because of the gods.. But there are undeniably things he does of his own free will that are, in the nicest manner, very :/

This also isn't a full list of comparisons just a few notable scenes. I don't think Chiron is equally as bad as Dumbledore, but I think it undeniable that Chiron has some significant flaws built into his character design.

A good character has flaws, and there's nothing wrong with having a character that doesn't always conduct themselves properly or have good intentions- it's actually good writing, and I can appreciate that, but for some reason I find myself personally rubbed the wrong way by Chiron. This doesn't make Chiron badly written, or poorly designed, in fact I would say Rick's Chiron is very well designed in lots of ways, but I just don't like how it's never acknowledged by anyone in the series.

Like I said, I'm not starting an anti-Chiron situation, I just think little events like those mentioned, the way he's built a child army, and how he doesn't even try to plead with the gods over raising the ages on campers being allowed to battle is a little sus. But it more so bothers me that there's no attention payed to this problem anywhere in the books, not even by a side character or Luke, nowhere.

I don't actually care that much and this isn't that important to me, but sometimes people ask why I don't like Chiron and this is basically just my explanation to hand off to them... It's not even so much that I dislike Chiron entirely, he's well written and has his "good" moments, I just don't like the way other characters interact with him and his actions.

It's more a personal beef with him rather than an aspect of poor writing or him "being bad"... PJO in general (and HoO/ToA to a much lesser extent) shows that there's not such an inherent good vs bad in the world, and that sometimes people are victims of circumstances in some situations, or they're horribly misguided in their actions, but the series does a good job of showing those people as human still, and I applaud that.

I don't really know how to tie this up in its entirety, but there's nothing wrong with having a morally grey character who does questionable things and in many aspects it is good writing. I think Chiron is a result of Rick not thinking through the implications what he's doing in lots of situations, and I can see a fairly consistent drop in Chiron's characterization from PJO-ToA which is consistent with most other aspects of Rick's work.

I also want to clarify that if you like Chiron and disagree with me, that's absolutely 110% okay, I just personally dislike Chiron and that's on me. Like my problem with many of Rick's other immortal characters, I think he missed important aspects of them in some manner and slightly (or entirely in some cases) mischaracterized them in comparison to their original myths.. Some of these characters he came around on and fixed their character in many aspects to their more "correct" characterization (like Hera), while others (like Chiron and Apollo) he never quite figured them out. Which is a running complaint I have with Rick so I'm just adding this to his tab.

But yeah, I don't hate Chiron I just dislike him and those are different things, and I don't think it's a bad thing to have a morally questionable character, Chiron just personally rubs me the wrong way and I just wanted to explain that more fully because I've been asked about it multiple times.

Also I apologize for not adding a [read more] to this, it's a complaint of mine often when scrolling through the tags but I'm on mobile currently and don't have immediate access to a computer so~