#addciction

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fuck up

you’re hooked on the pipe,

you’re hooked on the powder.

i’ll keep screaming at you louder and louder.

you’ll give away everything for these fucking pills,

 you’re friends, you’re family,

please stop, it fucking kills.

you don’t want to see you’re loved ones get hurt.

but what you’re doing is hurting us.

all your actions have consequences,

but i guess we’re all just fuck ups.

i’m addicted to smoking, you your fucking ket,

your molly, your acid, your speed, what fucking next.

you told me you did heroin when you were fucking fifteen,

how could anyone imagine that,

 not even in your deepest darkest dreams.

we’re both sixteen and suicidal,

wow what a fucking life.

both addicts, both alcoholics,

damn we’re in a bit of strife.

i want to stop writing about you,

but you’re all that’s on my mind.

you’re so fucked up but for some reason,

i still see you as one of a kind.

three years ago when we started talking,

who knew we’d end up here.

if our younger self saw us now,

they’d probably just stare in fear.

i wish i could fucking hate you,

so i’d stop caring so much.

but it’s impossible,

i mentally can’t think bad of you,

even though you’re such a fuck up.

,

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Pearlshipping for the Domestic Ship ask!

who reaches out to new neighbors

Both! They are both very sociable. Their neighbor had a hard time believing they are living beside two renown trainer/coordinator/Designer and that they are this friendly

who remembers to buy healthy food

Dawn take notice more of these stuff and ensure they had a balance diet. Ash just eat what she cook 

who remembers to buy junk food

Both. Ash like chip while Dawn like ice cream

who fixes the oven when it breaks

They call maintenance cause Ash will probably make it worse

who waters the plants/feeds their pet(s)

Dawn will be the one taking care of the pokmon and garden as she had a more flexible timing most of the time. Ash help out when he can

who wakes up earlier

Mostly Ash, Dawn often sleep in as she often stay up late to work on a design

who makes the bed

Dawn because she sleep in late

who makes the coffee

Dawn , she is addcicted to caffine and is very particular about it. 

who burns breakfast

Ash when he try making breakfast for Dawn as a surprise. Needless to say he can’t cook without Dawn by his side again

how do they let each other know they’re leaving the house

Ash usually doesn’t wake Dawn up before he leave for work, knowing she had a late night. He leave a kiss on her forehead and a good morning text when he reach his office

how do they greet each other when one of them gets home

The usual japanese greeting of i’m home and if they are in a good mood they kiss sometimes

who brings home little gifts like flowers/chocolates more often

Ash, he like buying random thing that he think she will like. He does the same for his kids and basically spoil them sometimes. 

who picks the movie for movie night

They take turn to choose 

their favorite kind of movie to watch

Pokemon battle ? haha Dawn like romantic comedy and Ash like Action 

who first suggests a pillow fort

Ash for sure

who builds the pillow fort

Both When Dawn decided to play along with him 

who tries to distract the other during the move

erm i take it that this mean movie? Ash basically like to give his thought throughout the movie. Dawn doesn’t really mind 

who falls asleep first

Ash, Dawn a night owl but during movie Dawn does have a habit of falling asleep halfway when she tired

who is big spoon/little spoon

Big spoon is Ash little spoon is Dawn

Thanks for asking !!

[thisislifeblogger1]

Is QPR the strategy to help those on the edge of suicide?

I have been writing of late about the lack of mental health personnel to help so many in dire need. Professionals from teachers to pediatricians are getting trained on how to spot young people with potential problems and help get them assistance.

I have listed a plethora of statistics about mental health and suicide in prior writings so I will not go into this here. The facts are that the suicide…

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This like will help broaden your understanding of substance use disorders mentioned in the following blog: This blog is also based on MY EXPERIENCE OF WEEK ONE at my prac venue, which is a rehabilitation center. So call me naive, or living under a rock or simply tell me I need to read more because maybe I do - I feel like I really do. Because this week for me was just shock after shock after shock😐. It was really eye opening and bottom line is that I learned a lot, more than I ever imagined. And also, I feel excited. My first week took away a little bit of my anxiety off. I went into this prac block feeling uber anxious! Because 🤔... Well because it's PSYCH! And that's extremely scary for me. I didn't know what to expect; I didn't know what to treat; I basically didn't know the first thing to do, not even what to assess. Lol. But now I've done some of it, so tick assessment off my list 💪. And I did it pretty well too. I felt out of my comfort zone which is good believe it or not cause that's why I feel like I learnt the most. All the probing and asking weird uncomfortable questions and seeing people that I'm working actually respond to me and get cool with me, you know... But I just want to talk about substance abuse! And something that really eating at me. So I see that I underestimated addiction and what addiction actually does to people (refer to my link). Beating addiction is hard work and living with addiction is a life I cannot begin to imagine. All these people I've met suffer jail time because they literally (literally in the literal sense) have to steal several times a day every single day in order to be able to feed their addictions. It. Is. Bad. They steal from their loved ones; they become angry; they neglect self-care by going days without even being able to shower because all they think about if their next "fix"; they are unable to work or go to school because they can't focus while not being high at the same time and they get into trouble as well; the list goes on. And to the school-going kids, I am heartbroken by the system of things whereby they are taken out of the education system because of their addictions. So they use drugs, sell them, develop behavioural problem and basically end up on the wrong side of the school's codes of conduct. They eventually will get expelled and blacklisted off the Department of Education or end up with bad reputations they cannot fix. They address the issue by going into rehabs to get help, they get help, stay clean but go back into a system where they cannot be accepted into any school because these schools are not obliged to take these kids back even after rehab. And in our country we know the competition in our workforce is bad enough when you're qualified with tertiary education so under qualifying jobs are highly competitive and they end up without a job. And then what? No school to go to? No job? (Can't afford private education probably, there's a reason they don't go there in the first place right?) So don't they have all the time in the world to go back to drugs? Communities - our communities also contribute highly to relapse. So many South African communities re infested with pubs and wunga houses only and that's the only form of entertainment or "recreation". 1. There are no recreation opportunities for our youth in township communities 2. There are no after school or extra-mural programmes for young kids to participate in after school and on weekends. 3. There are no secure entertainment events organized for the youth 4. There are way too many child-headed households resulting from HIV/AIDS or unemployment where parents leave to go reside in urban areas for jobs and leave children alone or with grandparents (who eventually die). 5. Police in the area accept bribes Take this into consideration and just think about how all these factors contribute to relapse and further drug addiction. When one or two individuals are seeking help in rehabilitation and going back to communities infected with such issues and a youth pendemic of drug addciction, how are one or two individuals supposed to survive back there? This really hit my soul.

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[thisislifeblogger1]

Are those phones leading to mentally ill children?

I can understand any parent wanting to keep track of their kids if they walk to school or are out with friends.

Beyond that, why do very young children need a phone?

To facetime with friends? Go over to their house.

To text with friends? Same thing, not necessary for a young child.

Honestly, aside from keeping track of kids and some education apps for school, young kids do not need…

[thisislifeblogger1]

Homeless need to take sidewalk ruling out of slums and affect those who will really freak out.

So the Supreme Court refused to hear a ruling from the 9th circuit that says people sleeping on a sidewalk is legal if housing is not available.

I take this with a mixed bag for the homeless, government and business owners.

If the homeless truly have no where to go like a shelter or other type of housing, they should not be rounded up and placed in handcuffs. Most of these people are…