#also kind of fuck-it-why-bother about the non-fiction proposal I'm finishing up
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I've been so stressed today and yesterday that my whole body hurts. 😩 Not even over anything special, half of it is just my brain telling me things are going to go badly down the line, probably. Hurts so much I might take a covid test just in case.
#I'd actually gotten over yesterday's stress#and then completely fucked up the RBB signup so I was so late that I couldn't get any of my choices#and I knew I couldn't write any of the remaining slides#so this is the second bang I've had to miss entirely because of my own inability to just do things correctly#(last time the problem was technically my inability to come up with a fic anyone would want to illustrate)#deep into Jenna Maroney doing her self-evaluation drunk hours#I think the preliminary HR interview I did last week is not going to turn into a proper interview#wouldn't put money on it but I'm fairly sure I was supposed to hear back about it this week if so#do not have a good feeling about the short story or novella I've submitted recently#also kind of fuck-it-why-bother about the non-fiction proposal I'm finishing up#at least I've been able to write a bit today but like my usual Saturday lunch writing went nowhere because of the self-recriminations#it me
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