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just submitted my class choices for the second part of autumn term and i’m nervous. what if i picked wrong. what if they have to go down my entire priority list because my grades suck and i don’t get in anywhere so they stick me in advanced calculus where i’m really not in a good place to be (maybe next year but dear lord please not right now)
#she speaks#cth adventure#i might not even have to do advanced calc at all#it depends on what master's i want to do#i'm down to two and one of them requires advanced calc but i have no idea if i'd even enjoy it#it's either 'software engineering' or 'data science & AI' and naturally the data science & AI one requires calc but i don't know if i'd#even enjoy data science because i haven't tried it#so my first choice for next study period is 'introduction to data science & AI' which apparently has a super low fail rate actually#which is always nice#and then i put down physics because we have to do one natural sciences class to graduate and that one seems the least terrible#advanced calc is at the bottom of my list not because i don't enjoy calculus but because it has a 50% fail rate and#i can't handle that right now. i can best a 50% fail rate i've done it before but never when my bad brains have been THIS bad#(and then i stuck 'advanced programming in python' in the middle bc it's particularly inspiring but it sounds nice and isn't too difficult#judging by the grade statistics)#god i'm on my third year can you believe it#also on my third year of lousy mental health. and i still haven't killed myself. go me
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