#also there's a small test tomorrow that i haven't yet studied for lol

[tkbrokkoli]

a close family member of mine had to go to the ER yesterday and they're a little better now but the doctors don't know what's wrong so they have to stay at the hospital for now. yesterday i was so worried and scared i kept trembling and crying at class bc then all i knew was that they're at the ER and when i had spoken to them on the phone before they went to the ER they sounded so scared and were crying as well

[hematomes]

hi ced! sorry im late<3

im feeling kinda jealous of your sweetheart (yall sound so cute i can't) but I'll live😔✊🏽 (keep a little place in your heart for me though<3)

jokes aside im really happy for you. you seem to be having a good time!

ok so that history test went pretty well! i actually stayed home on saturday, played a little genshin since i hadn't in a while (fucking send help i haven't even finished the goddamn inazuma quest yet i can't do this anymore) and studied! time with my mom went smoothly too, we went to a thai restaurant and ate way too much lol and we only had one (1) heated moment. an achievement, truly

i still haven't checked out that poet damn jsjdjd i guess I'll get to it on christmas break tbh cause shit is! busy! smh i have so much stuff piled for christmas (shit ton studying, books to read, gotta dye my hair, spend time with my mom, go out with friends..... im gonna die) wbu!! got any Christmas plans? and how's the Christmas Spirit going for ya bc i felt it for the first time in years last night drinking hot chocolate with marshmallows. next time I'll make you a cup, too.

hehe maybe I'll send an actual poem sometime! im actually in a slump right now and it's frustrating. i had a wip for a small series of poems for autumn (1 for each month) titled 'the autumnal strife' and i kept putting it off and now it's CHRISTMAS😭

anyways. tell me your most and least favorite month! (bc the first poem is titled "september's hate poem" and it's somehow still not complete despite starting it in august.)

~soup

HI SOUP IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME THIS LONG ZKDJZKS

don't be jealous hun you'll always be there in a comfy place in my heart <3

and!!! i am he is very sweet and stuff,,,

HHH GLAD THE TEST WENT WELL and damn the lack of genshin </3 did you get to play since then? 😭 and zkdkz glad it went rather well with your mom that is Very Good

don't worry abt the poet take your time!! <3 are you on your christmas break btw? I HOPE SO. and do take time to rest during the break, you deserve it smh

not for christmas, my mom's working so we'll just have the eve's dinner a bit early tomorrow and then on The day we'll exchange gifts like during dinner too!! the real deal is going to be on new year bc we're going over my aunt's place and my best friend's coming and i haven't seen her in a while zkdkz it's gonna be wild. and im probably gonna get absolutely trashed bc i haven't partied in way too long and seeing my best friend + my cousin ALWAYS GETS ME. also pls i need a cup of that hot choco it sounds so good <3

omg zkskz do send a poem if you can/want!!! THO SMH SLUMPS...... are a whole mood. hope you can get out of it 😔😔

mmh my favorite month is probably april bc i love the spring and also there's my birthday and somehow the ppl around me always manage to make it absolutely incredible. this year i had to celebrate alone in my 9m² room but my friends called me ootb to tell me they had bought stuff for me and it was waiting for me at home (like my mom's) 😭 AND THE YEAR PRIOR TO THAT THEY BOUGHT ME A SWITCH LIKE,,,, nghfrkzks angels. anyway yeah april is pretty and always makes me happy <3

as for the least, october zkdkzk seasonal depression hits me around this time and i don't really get to enjoy the beauty of autumn and stuff bc im just lying in my bed listening to mitski or ghostly kisses bye

ZKDKS WHY SEPTEMBER FOR YOU BTW