#always thinking of himself as something like a demon possessing Liam Harker's corpse

[ashintheairlikesnow]

Kauri, if you had the chance to live in a timeline where you never got taken by WRU, would you? Would you rather live as Liam, even if it meant that you would never meet Jake or Antoni or Chris?

"I can answer that for me," Kauri says, almost immediately. It's clear this isn't the first time he's thought over some variation on that question. "But I can't answer it for, you know, Liam. I wouldn't. If Liam is here, I'm not, and I don't... I'll never know him, not really. I love Jake and Antoni, I love Chris. I wouldn't give them up because of someone else's life. I feel like shit about it, so don't bother trying to shame me. I do a good enough job of shaming myself. But... no. It's... it's not fair, and it sucks, but I'm the one in this body now and I like the life I made with it."