#and before meeting cher he doesn't have a lot of happiness to spare | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

forcebookish · 10 months

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it hurts me deeply that gun has never been in the closet but is still ashamed of being gay like his mom did such a number on him that he internalizes everything, assumes he makes everyone uncomfortable or they regard him with disgust, and just lets his employees make homophobic comments and baselessly accuse him of sexual harassment

#and it's kind of how he approaches most things #he's like. well i can't change this about myself so i guess everyone can just hate me for it #and not in a dgaf way he clearly gives a lot of fucks he's just resigned and accepts that there's nothing he can do about it #so he may as well live authentically because pretending to be something you're not isn't going to make you happy #and before meeting cher he doesn't have a lot of happiness to spare #cher is his foil because he cares so much about what people think that he'll do anything to change their minds. even change himself #but that's kind of a running theme of the series right?#not that you shouldn't care what people think but that if you do you should be proud of yourself and like who you are #gun gungawin #abaab liveblog

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