#and dean decides to be normal and takes cas back home or sth

[hauntedpearl]

my heaven can't wait fanfic gap headcanon is just. so much gratuitous casgirl bullshit. cas is just angry. the whole time. but he's also very ridiculously attached to dean. he wants to kiss dean so bad he looks stupid. but he also wants dean to fall to his knees and beg him for forgiveness and ask him to stay. but he's literally on bambi legs when it comes to dealing with humanity and emotions and he's so overwhelmed by having dean with him while having all these contradictory feelings about him that he doesn't even know what to do. he might fuck him. he might not. he definitely punches him atleast once. breaks his nose, even, probably. and meanwhile dean's like yes i deserve this, and lets cas get all this out of his system.