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yardsards · 19 days

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how to explain to your parents that you can't move back in with them because every time you're near them a big part of you buries itself and you're not sure how long that part can stay buried before its hidey hole becomes its grave?

...without offending them, of course

#eliot posts #last time i was forced to move back in w them was when the dorms closed for quarantine #and a part of me DID die then #and i think in those first 18 years i spent living with them so many parts of me died before they even had the chance to be born #they keep framing it as a generous offer. i won't have to pay rent AND they'll get me set up working oart time for my dad's friend #AND they'll replace my car with a newer one #but i do NOT fucking trust it #they act nice while i'm not living with them and am able to freely escape #but that niceness goes away once i have nowhere to go #like that's exactly what happened when i was forced back to them during quarantine #and how hard they're pushing this seems realllly sketchy #i told my mother i'd think about it (to get her off my back) and she said ''don't waste time thinking. just agree to it.''#like hellll no. i do NOT trust like that.#even my sister was trying to talk me into it which i don't get because she of all people should understand.#but anyway. i'm applying for jobs and looking at extending my lease. i am NOT going back there.#i just wish i could tell them that without getting yelled at and guilt tripped and talked to like i'm a stupid little baby.

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