#and i especially don't want it to happen to this book aaaghhhh
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oh no my friend wants to read orv at some point in the future how do i stop her
#every time she gets into the media i love she's somehow able to make me lose all my hype and excitement about it and makes me feel bad#and i especially don't want it to happen to this book aaaghhhh#i want to still be overexcited without her telling me that it's not normal and i should fix myself#this friendship is gonna kill me one day i really should visit a therapist because i can't continue like this#well at least since december im aware that this relationship is fucking toxic#i acquired paranoia and even bigger anxiety because of that day but also more self awareness so i guess there's a win#this doesn't change the problem that she might destroy for me another one of my favorite medias if she reads it hhhhhh#i hate it here#oversharing in the tags on tumblr dot com my beloved#also that in the post's text was a rhetorical question if it wasn't clear i don't expect any actual answers#dont reblog
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