#and i'm not because woohoo childhood trauma lesgoooo
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no matter how much i love there will always be someone who does it ✨ better ✨
#fully know it's not a competition but#i do feel there is a tendency for people in my life to be drawn towards those who are so openly expressive about love#and i'm not because woohoo childhood trauma lesgoooo#but that doesn't mean i don't love someone or something#it just means that when someone else comes along to love the same person or thing it will be replacement time#i can co exist i know this in my head but the parasite in my hear says i'm alone 😞#i don't even hate being alone and everything it's just depressing to trust someone and have them leave you so many times you just#consider it the world's instinct to abandon you#if i was the last person on the planet mother earth would eject me into outer space and i'd make friends with the stars but they would#burn out and i'd talk to the planets but they would orbit away and i would trail after them (because am i the youngest sibling i will always#always#trail after you)#and once everything is out of reach i would go to make friends with the sun and icarus knows that's an awful idea isn't it?#man am i about to get my period or smthn
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