#and im not judgmental usually but...she's a bit of a gold digger | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

hollyhomburg · 2 years

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i know you’re working so hard on bily and there’s a lot to get done for the next few chapters (you’re doing so well mwah) but i was just wondering when the next one would be out?? <3

hopefully this weekend! i have the chapter almost entirely finished and the moodboard completed but...i have life events in the works. heres to hoping that i can like...pull it out in the next two days cuz otherwise we might be off schedule :(

#my brother might move on monday #in which case im going to be panicing spending time with him this weekend since i also have to work :(#i hate him when he's here but i miss him when he's gone #honestly...he's not nearly so terrible to my mom and i when his girlfriend is here #and when he doesn't drink it's like alot better #it's weird loving someone whose mean to you #i'm just worried #cuz i don't like his girlfirned and he was talking about marrying her for tax purpouses if he says in the states and #he gets back from la tonight...#and im not judgmental usually but...she's a bit of a gold digger #she never EVER calls him out on his bullshit #and i know its in part because of her nationality #she's japanese #but part of the issue is that he treats us the same when he comes back from living with her and it's like he's not used to a woman #challenging him?#and she's been very clear that she wouldn't be able to afford her lifestyle if he didn't pay for things and i just #i think she only puts up with his behavior because she gets her lifestyle in exchange #and my brother deserves to be challenged and loved not for convenience especially given both of our upbringings #he's got a serious fear of abandonment and that doesn't help #ANYWAYS #i should know by tonight!#oh shit i think i miss tagged is when it should be isn't #oh well no one reads my rants anyways

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