#and it means i haven't eaten in like. man fuck idk 16 hours
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love having triggers that deviate from the shit everyone tags for. like no theres no specific reason for this to be tagged but god i wish it was
#zeph posting#like yeah there was a short tickling scene in the fic i was reading like 6-7 hours ago and it meant i couldnt get out of bed#because i couldnt handle seeing my own skin because it was crawling so badly and i was shaking too badly to stand bc of ptsd#and it means i haven't eaten in like. man fuck idk 16 hours#and i remembered it after waking up and had to have a roommate fully close my door so i could get dressed despite usually being shirtless#im gonna have to talk abt this in therapy tomorrow huh#update: turns out hearing laughter is triggering but laughing myself makes me want to be sick so thats fun
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