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doux-amer · 4 months

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I can't believe I had such a massive headache and my eyes felt swollen all day because of the amount of crying I did this morning through the post-match farewell ceremony. I had to stay offline because everything would set me off, and like a fool, I just went on Instagram, thinking I'd be okay because I watched everything and for the new stuff, I could scroll past them and see them another day. But of course I cried again. The only way I'm getting through this week is because I have an overwhelming amount of work that's going to increase once the work week actually starts.

#i helped my dad plant some veggies and then went for a walk #and felt better and worse afterwards #i haven't felt this level of exhaustion in a very long time #my heart felt heavy and broken all day #and this isn't even me being dramatic lmao. i feel physically wrecked :|#can't watch any of the interviews. can't watch his interviews #i hate ig but god am i happy that he made an ig because i'm not ready to let him go #today cemented it for me that this was the right time for him to leave #last season would've been too early and maybe he could have done a season or two more but i understand #and i AM optimistic and excited for the future. it's like he said change can be a good thing especially if you embrace it #and it'll feel like a fresh start with so many staff and some players leaving #but at the same time i'm not fine whatsoever and this is going to hurt for a long long time #jürgen can you please come back to us? i can't handle this #i just love him dearly. we love him so much #we went from being a miserable bunch to watch to slowly believing #and then believing consistently and unless you were there for that change you don't understand #what that evolution was like. the wonder we felt. i will never ever forget it #and beyond the achievements...it's who he is that makes him special. take away everything and we'd love him anyway #as someone said he's a great manager and even better man and that's saying something because he's very very good #he's one of the best #i'm not as young as trent but jürgen was there as i became a REAL adult #he means the world to me and he means more than i can put into words and more than he'll ever know

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