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bogunicorn · 8 months

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I'm in a mood right now and I'm going to load my queues back up soon so my blogs are more than just bland salt, but truly fandom was a mistake, I don't think I'm having fun with it at this point, and I want to just go back into my hole where I reblog or RT fanart and shitposts and just avoid anything with a whiff of discourse.

And, yes, that means avoiding the legitimate conversations, too, bc a lot of people don't know how to act in the mentions of those. I want to be ignorant of fandom shit, the real world already sucks so much ass.

#bog post #ugh also i have to work today and I'm getting a late start #crankiness all around for me #stay salty #I'm legit getting gunshy about sharing my BG3 OCs or headcanons in public #bc I've seen the things people say about the types lf PCs i make or ships i lile #even ostensibly people i agree with generally #and the vitriol and open blanket judgments in such a 'young' fandom #(vs like the DA fandom which has had years to get THIS toxic and specific and shit)#is just... man i don't know #i know the early access was out for a while but things exploded into a legit fandom on launch #i feel like I'm just chilling here with my drow PCs and my m/f ships #and it's a coin flip of whether or not i can just browse fandom tags without catching a half dozen strays #i know 'not all' whatevers #I'm an adult who can process whether or not something is ABOUT me #but that processing still takes work and it's wearing at me #fandom is meant to be fun and this isn't fun

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