#and now every time i tell anything at all i tend to '''decorate''' it automaticaly or reimagine it just not to seem boring
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can't post about orv anymore
have too much to say and nothing to say at the same time which results in me shutting down
awful absolutely awful, 0 stars
#orv side stories#FUCK THERE ARE REALLY 0 STARS#telling myself to fuck off#you ever want to discuss a part of a book but the only thought you have about it is a 'mood' and an incomprehensive block of letters#totally get your not-trauma lee hakhyun. totally get it#being distraught about not having the colorful experiences like other people and lying about them just to not be laughed at or dismissed or#thought to be a boring person.#lying in itself is telling a story too#so why should one be authentic anyway#you don't feel the writer in their stories but would you even want to. people are nothing like the stories they tell#are you not entertained#you are empty there is nothing in you and at the same time you can be anything - you are an abyss and it stares back#in a world where nothing has happened there is neither joy nor sorrow.#confession time i am a compulsive liar just because my life is so uneventful#and now every time i tell anything at all i tend to '''decorate''' it automaticaly or reimagine it just not to seem boring#i don't have a story to tell but i can invent one#build it from scraps of ordinary things#that's a lie too.
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