#and now lately i've also started getting a really frustrating brainfog (i'm not even sure if that's a real thing but idk what to call it) | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

unrealwasteland · 2 years

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i’ve been feeling like absolute shit for the past week or two but now i’m finally feeling a little better and like i’m being myself again 🙏 and it’s just in time because i’m going away for the weekend to enjoy midsummer! i’m leaving tomorrow morning and getting back sunday evening, and i’ll try to set up at least a little queue for the meantime.

(i’ll have my phone with me so i’ll have access to tumblr but i’m not sure how much i’ll be online. and normally i use tumblr on desktop anyway and i don’t really like reblogging things on mobile lol)

#i'm very much in the 'am i just lazy or is this depression or something else' stage right now #since march i've just wanted to sleep all the time #and now lately i've also started getting a really frustrating brainfog (i'm not even sure if that's a real thing but idk what to call it)#i sometimes feel like my brain just shuts down and i can't think and i forget stuff and it makes me feel so stupid i hate it #i just feel so worthless in general and i've always kind of tied my sense of self worth to the fact that i'm at least somewhat intelligent #like if i'm not beautiful or talented or funny i can at least be smart or something #and now my brain is just not cooperating at all and i feel like i'm a totally different person than i was like 6 months ago #and also #i'm supposed to be seeing my family in about 3 weeks and i'm just like. i don't want them to see me like this #i'm so embarrassed of myself #anyway these tags are getting a little long so maybe that's enough venting for today #i'm having a mental health appointment in a week and i'll try to talk about some of this stuff there

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