#and she said monday the 14th for sure bc she'd have everything finalized
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Love how I never get to be happy for very long lmao ๐
#not snz#delete later#no okay bc i got offered a job like a month ago#interviewed on a thursday she said she'd email me my official offer letter on monday#then she didn't and i sent her an email and she said the following monday#then two more weeks go by and i sent her another email#and she said monday the 14th for sure bc she'd have everything finalized#it's saturday#still nothing#like I'll wait until maybe halfway through next week if i haven't heard by this coming monday but man wtf#like even if she changed her mind and wants to go with someone else why won't she just tell me that#why is there zero communication here#why did i let myself get so happy when literally nothing ever goes right#it's so fucking stupid I'm literally crying like i expected this to be any different#i want that stupid job so bad like what the hell#why would you tell me you were offering me a job and that you like me and that I'm the ideal candidate#and then tell me nothing for a whole fucking month#like maybe it's fine and it's just taking forever and things are just dysfunctional but i fucking doubt it#I'm actually devastated rn for no reason like wtf is wrong with me#why did i want it so bad why did i think i could have it why is nothing i do ever enough#I'm so fucking tired I've been trying so hard for so long to get a goddamn job and i thought this was finally it#i should just fucking let my license lapse fr idc clearly i don't belong here and i can't keep getting my hopes up like this
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