#anw i'll be open for reqs soon ^^

[uzurakis]

nagumo had one hand on the wheel, fingers tapping lazily against it, while the other, warm and ever-present, rested on your thigh. casual, like it belonged there. like it always did. just the weight of his hand, warm and unmoving, like it had landed there absentmindedly. you had glanced at him at first, expecting him to move it, but nagumo had simply grinned, eyes still on the road, and left it right where it was.

minutes passed.

his fingers, previously still, began to shift ever so slightly. a slow, lazy drag of his thumb along the fabric covering your skin. nothing overt. nothing that could be called out without sounding ridiculous.

“nagumo.”

“mm?” his tone was light, almost distracted, but that damn grin was still there.

". . . both hands on the wheel.”

“i told you, i don’t need both hands,” the guy mused, tapping the steering wheel with two fingers. “i’m a professional.”

“professional menace, maybe.”

nagumo chuckled, and that was when his fingers dipped lower between your thighs.

he chuckled, tilting his head in that lazy, almost careless way. “i'm driving and keeping you in check. you get fidgety, you know?”

“maybe because your hand is in places it shouldn’t be,” you shot back.

“mm. . disagree.” his thumb absentmindedly traced a small circle against your leg. “i think it’s exactly where it should be.”

you rolled your eyes, but you didn’t move his hand. not that you ever did. not that he’d let you.

[toranekooo]

okay so uh. hello everyone! after several months of heavy contemplation, i've finally decided on what i'll do with this blog. my life has been a wild ride so far and i'm trying very hard to choose something that's satisfactory for me beyond anything. anw, just to catch you up, here's some of the latest happenings with myself and this blog!

TL/DR: im revamping this blog A Lot and am gonna stop trying to censor myself for the sake of my comfort, i'd just like to gain the freedom i achieve in other blogs. thank you for 300+ followers and all the kind words, i appreciate every single one of you!

i graduated!! big yay. top of my batch too so i'm still elated. school has been hectic for me this year and i'm glad it's over for a while now. which is why i wanted to get my thoughts clear and make a decision now.

this blog hit 300+ followers!! yahoo, i was genuinely not expecting that in the middle of my absence but it happened. im very thankful 4 the love and support as well as all the nice words i got!! i struggled w a shit ton of rude anons suddenly after hitting 200+ followers (which is. apparently some form of harrassment threshold bc my blog is Well-Known enough to shit on now lol) and seeing kind messages definitely helped put me back in the vibe. i doubt i'm mentally stable enough to hold an actual event soon but i'll try to cook up smthn to show everyone how happy i am!

i still have severe request burn out. but i do genuinely want to take more reqs and interact more, so i've decided to just. change myself up. for a while now, i genuinely felt like i was running this blog with an unrealistic personality, and as you can see im trying to be more open w myself by speaking how i want and expressing myself in ways that r more comfortable 4 me. i value all of ur opinions on me a lot but i also i cannot for the goodness of my heart risk harming myself further by acting like this.

and we reach the main point of this little message, i'll be revamping this blog. yes, i know i just came back from a revamp but i also want to have more creative and emotional freedom with myself here. the revamp will be big, i'll also be removing some of my sources and adding more stuff on my blacklist.

and, i will be changing my formatting and permanently abandoning the use of the text borders. i enjoyed them a lot and found their designs fun to employ but they're exhausting to keep up with. in all honesty, any consistent formatting is exhausting. i'll be mixing it up as per usual, i hope it doesn't jarr all of you too much. i've always envied how other blogs got the opportunity to be creative w their formats and captions, before i actually realized there is Zero reason for me to be fitting into this tiny little box that no longer makes me happy.

finally, i'm very happy with myself now, however my state is fragile and im on the verge of going back to being hospitalized if i get any worse. i just want to act like myself, i guess? @.hayasakari made me very happy because i felt more in tune to how i actually act and speak and while i doubt i'd be as loose-tongued as i am there in here, i'll probably employ a way of speaking that isnt so suffocating. this became less of a story but more of a rant but, thank you for reading.