#at least i am not still having untreated thyroid problems w similar enough cognitive effects to adhd that i'm overmedicated to the max and | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

unloneliest · 2 years

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at the point of really needing to get off my adderall and maybe get on ritalin instead bc on the lowest possible adderall doses i still can't sleep for shit it's 2 in the morning and i took my med at 8 am. but i'm uninsured rn and also moving states. hell

#i think there is a chance i'm experiencing mild medical neglect also because i can tell you for damn sure nobody has ever told me i need #to take occasional breaks from adderall and it's been like 7 years #at least i am not still having untreated thyroid problems w similar enough cognitive effects to adhd that i'm overmedicated to the max and #also drinking daily redbull. two 20 mg rapid release adderalls daily + a redbull was a genuinely insane way to live and i'm so glad i'm #better but jesus christ i'm still not living optimally!#alaska insurance thru the medicare or medicaid will not likely be processed until we fucking. have been living in portland a month #jam posts #drugs m/ i suppose #i just want to be able to sleep during the night and be engaged with my life during the day that's all.

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