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fstbmp-a · 7 months

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This is probably the 20th time I've written this out (one for every day really) but. I know I said that by the end of the month I'd probably remake the blog, however

I think I'm putting the blog on an indefinite hiatus.

I know, that's the sentence that's said right before a blog ceases to exist forever, but something here just isn't clicking anymore. I'm not enjoying my time, despite my absolute best efforts. That something that made me enjoy my time here is gone and I can't replicate it just by brute forcing it anymore.

Maybe someday I'll be back, I do love this place, my characters, y'all's characters, etc. Though, for now, I think I need to stop lying to myself that I can just keep doing new things to suddenly bring back my interest for this place. It's not going to happen.

Thank y'all for all the fun we've had and, hey, maybe I'll be back sooner rather than later, maybe in a month, a week, etc. I could back down from this before the end of the week even. I just needed to put it out there that I think I'm burnt out here.

#my kingdom ;; ooc #awawawa... it's not fun writing this and i keep backing down from doing so #there's so many versions of this sitting in my drafts #i think i need to just hit Post Now instead of “waiting to see how i feel” because it always loops back around to. this.#so y'know. yeah. fuck it. maybe this whole thing will be for nothing and i'll be back in just a few days #but yeah i. i think i need to just go for a bit and see what that brings #feel free to hmu for my discord. i'll still be around. and like i said it's more than likely that i'll be back sooner than later #but so long and thanks for all the fish until then!

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