#because the insinuation always kinda comes off as well this thing is gross and you're gross for liking it

[abyssaldyke]

People are so weird about horror as a genre when it would be so easy not to be? Like, if it's really not your bag, if you're not interested in it at all, that's totally fine. But other people are sometimes gonna talk about it, and during those moments it's okay to be quiet instead of jumping in like eww I'm such a biiiggg weenie I could NEVER watch those nasty movies there aren't even any GOOD ONES like what are you trying to accomplish here. What's the move because I'm not following your thought process

[eldritch-spouse]

Can you imagine the clergy boy’s reaction to an obsession that kind of gets turned on when the boy does fucked up things? Even better if the obsession is a ashamed about it and doesn’t want to admit it

[You mean me? Ahahah-]

Reaction to you getting turned on by their dubious actions

Patches really doesn't want to show you the more ruthless side of his line of work, because he fears the opposite reaction- Which would be natural. It's not always making bobbles and slaving over paperwork, but that's what it looks like to you. The one time you see him pick someone apart with a level of stone-cold proficiency as they squeal and convulse like dying animals is when he truly thinks that the relationship is over and he's going to have to resort to drastic measures (if he hasn't already). To see you get aroused however... Well, the dullahan wouldn't mind an audience, you know? Please sit down, he'll explain the procedure step by step. And do get comfortable.

Santi doesn't usually do anything fucked up. The most "gruesome" you're likely to see is the demon indulging someone who's extremely masochistic and likes getting torn. Though, if ever you catch the incubus going feral over another lust demon in the premises, then you'll get to see bloody murder. Santi's not sure what to say to you once his fit dies down, but it's as if he wants to cry in relief at the scent of your arousal. Oh no no, come back here, you know he of all people doesn't mind it a bit messy. He's very flattered.

Morell might not always be the most attentive, so it takes an encounter or two for him to realize you're drooling over seeing him rend a long pig in half with a couple of clean cuts. Or that you try to get close to the main kitchen doors to hear them scream for mercy, to see his sick grin when an artery paints him red. You know, you're kinda fucked up Piglet, but you're his kind of fucked up. The chef makes it a point to corner you right after he's done butchering someone and giving you a gross hug, feeling you up, just to see if you'll admit it, if you can hide it. Your bluff is called soon, and Morell is very eager to know exactly what gets you off about it, so you can do it with him next time.

Grimbly's subtle. He doesn't like getting violent or nasty in front of you, because he's your perfect babyboy after all... But sometimes, trouble comes after him anyway. And it won't be the first or last time he has to bleed someone out. Crumple them like a sheet of paper, or Hell, just make them fucking cry like a baby with a couple of well-placed insinuations. Grimbly is one vindictive, horrid little creature full of hate, greed and envy. He doesn't really know how to react to the fact that it gets you off, because he doesn't want you to perceive him that way. He's sure there's other things you find sexy in him, r-right?

Gallon isn't always one for gratuitous violence, really. He likes the occasional drink poisoning and setting up fights between a couple of patrons, but he's usually got a pretty good grip of himself. Every now and then however, some people get a little too rowdy and Belo's already got his hands full, so that leaves the slime to his own tentacled devices. It's really quite something seeing Gallon constrict and disarm someone, stealing the breath out of them, drowning them in his own slime. He could just stop and throw the sad sap out, but how will the others learn then? The bartender only halts when he realizes you're staring in silent arousal. Oh? Is there something you want to tell him, cherry? Just for you, he's going to make an effort to handle the troublemakers directly in your view.

Nebul's not that surprised to see your reaction to what he does to the human mind. Did you know that a lot his "clients" actually work for humans as well? The Clergy doesn't sell to humans directly, but a loophole is often exploited by just sending a monster to do a human's dirty work. He senses your arousal the moment he walks out with two others of your kind in leashes, bruised and trained into silence. He wonders, is it that you want to be them, or that you want to be involved in his line of work? Nebul will nitpick these sentiments of yours while dangling the promise of getting you off above your head, like a bone for a mutt. This discovery will radically alter your relationship, and with the right cards, you may get to work under him, sort of.

Sybastian isn't as surprised, but for misguided reasons. Of course you'd get fucking horny when he successfully hunts down an escapist, or when he tears one of the monsters Belo throws at him in pieces- It means he's a perfectly strong, dexterous and fast mate! It means he's top of the chain, a worthy mimic! You're right to crave him, and Syb won't let you get away with pretending he doesn't arouse you. Come on, he can smell it you know? You could always just be a part of the escapist games too, but he won't maim you of course, you'll offer him something better, won't you?

Vinnel is never going to live this down. Ever. You couldn't have fallen into worse hands than his. Or better ones, it kind of depends on the resilience of your moral compass. The shaming the jester inflicts onto you after seeing you clench your thighs during one of his shows feels almost rushed. The performer is usually one to take his time while tormenting you, but this once, it seems as if he's a bit too eager to move on, to start teaching you more about his techniques. Because now that he knows you're a filthy little gore-loving pervert, you're going to feature in every single show! Try not to cream yourself, poppet!

Fank-e is yet another one who's not that thirsty for violence. But he's also not always the most empathetic to a bloodbath. Ambivalent, if not a little morbidly curious at times. Fank-e does kill every now and then, usually to defend a friend, himself or because someone didn't get the message that you're not for "playing". He's usually very quick to compress someone's skull like an empty can, giggling about "t3h pULP" before letting the cadaver drop entirely. Spotting signs of arousal in you isn't hard, and while the robot finds it odd, he doesn't care about the moral implications of such and just capitalizes on the occasions.

Belo doesn't know how to feel. On the one hand, he likes knowing that he's attractive to you. On the other, this... Dealing with pests, isn't supposed to turn you on. While there's something about the situation that doesn't quite sit right with the power angel, he's not above taking the situation into advantage and making more displays of strength, even if unnecessary. He thinks he'll do just about anything to have you stare at him like that forever. Even if you deny it, he can tell, he can sniff that sin in you. But it's okay, your secret is safe with Belo, and if there's anyone whose gruesome acts you should ogle, it's him.

Krulu doesn't know what all this embarrassment is about. Wrong? What do you mean this is wrong? That it's something you shouldn't like? How very audacious of you, lesser. He's your god, your deity, your purpose in life is to serve him- Krulu dictates what is right and wrong, not you. Your arousal in seeing the siadar work is nothing but a helpless response from your inferior little body, which is merely expressing the approval your mouth seemingly can't yet. You know what's right? Right is when you shudder and heat up for him when he so much as wraps a hand around your throat. Arousal in everything Krulu does is the correct response.