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FFPR October 5th 2022

It’s been too long since i posted a Face Fuck Practice Report. i got up early and got dressed for school. Today it was grey yoga pants, a college sweatshirt over white lace panties and a matching one of my vintage bras. i love/hate how they emphasize my obscene cow udders which makes me gush girl gooo and feel like a total whore. 

i think of them as udders now. The Men here have conditioned me to use that word. i stuff my udders into undersized bras so that tit flesh overspills the cups. it looks like i am in denial of my big my udderfs are. that i am too cheap to buy well fit clothes. i can tell how different guys talk to me when i dress this way how they cant help but stare cant help but picture themselves titty fucking me and slapping them. i edge picturing the professors in my classes clapping them and fucking them. i am the biggest girl in all my classes but one. Shes so confident. Not ashamed like me. 

i can hear my mother yelling at me for dressing like that which makes me gush. edging makes me need to feel this way need to feel like everyone's eyes are looking at my udders. She wouldnt hate the sweatshirt. She would hate the yoga pants. Proper ladys don't dress this way. They wewar dresses. They strive to be feminine. Dressing like the other girls makes me blend in even as it makes me feel like i am displaying myself as a cheap whore. The contradicting feels makes me gush girl goo. 

I feel all the anonymous men's effect on how i think and use words every day. i don't get wet, i gush girl goo. i don't have breasts i have fat cow udders. i don't have a sex, i have a cunt. my name isn't __ its Bouncy Fuck.

THe strangest part of my outfit in the heels i am wearing. Its part of one of my looks i've been working on. i felt so creative and wrong but i wasn't. Proper ladies wear heels. Sluts wear heels. I wear heals. I've always been a walking contradiction in my head. Now I feel like it in how i look. 

Mister Stern is the Dom i met here who has kindly encouraged me to practice face fucking. my first boyfriend dumped me for my best friend because i was so bad at sucking his cock. i thought the idea was gross. She didn't. Now they're married and very happy and i'm taking a large rubber cock with a suction cup and mounting it on a mirror so that i can work on being a better whore. i'm not girlfriend material anyway. Daddy made sure of that. 

The rules are simple. Film myself squatting in front of a mirror squatting in front of my large dildo and practice fucking my face and then post about it describing how i look and how i feel.