#but I've inevitably lost the battle today and am gonna give up just go to bed; ugh :
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Lol I've been literally too tired to function today. I spent the entire day just trying to "wake up", but I'm still just as tired right now as I was when I woke up this morning (and is why I haven't been super active or capable enough to interact, despite how hard I've been trying). How does anyone function this time of year?! (at least on my side of the globe). I even had a nap today and it didn't help (in fact, it made me more tired). I've had no ability to concentrate and no energy whatsoever 😔
#i'm literally SO sapped of energy and sleepy it's insane#like ALL DAY sjflsjsf#why must my body suck so bad when there isn't enough sunlight???#I REALLY hope I'm a bit more alive tomorrow bc I don't wanna waste my days off unable to do the things I like before I'm back at work again#- cuz that is SO incredibly demoralizing and just makes the depression an even worse negative feedback loop#please I hope I'm more awake tomorrow; I am on my hands and knees begging to the universe#but I've inevitably lost the battle today and am gonna give up just go to bed; ugh :/#like imagine you had to wake up at an ungodly hour while only getting a few hours/no sleep; that's how I've felt all day#worst part is is that when I get like this I get even more sensitive to things like sound and light and I have to be careful to not trigger#- migraines (almost got one today but narrowly avoided it)
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