#but at some point. in like. s2. i so badly want to see vegas get those urges. his hand forms a fist just like he's holding a gun in it.
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“Would you stop saying that you’ve got nothing left?”
VEGAS + PETE + MACAU | KinnPorsche (2022).
#vegaspetemacau#vegaspete#kinnporsche#asianlgbtqdramas#*#faiza gifs#its the way pete is vegas' anchor like. it doesnt matter. pete will continue to remind him of the things that matter the most.#sometimes i feel vegas just gets so overwhelmed by this numbing pain of feeling so useless and powerless#bc without power what is he? even when he was vegas from the minor family ... he was still Someone.#and now he isnt even that anymore#and so there's this hollowness ... and its not something that is gonna go away in one night.#no this still fucks him up and wrecks him even later on down the line#and pete is there in those times telling him what matters the most#and what matters the most is what brings him the most joy and peace and comfort#not a 2 second high/thrill of blowing someone's brains out and being covered in blood#and that he and the people that matter to him - pete and macau - deserve each other's company. they've had to lose so much for it.#and so slowly .... these 2 boys become vegas' reason to carry on.#love feeding love with love.#but at some point. in like. s2. i so badly want to see vegas get those urges. his hand forms a fist just like he's holding a gun in it.#his finger hooked like he's about to pull the trigger#bc he misses that feeling.#bc thats all he's known.#and then after a few deep breaths he relaxes his fist and his fingers.#but at some point i NEED to see vegas breakdown again. telling pete and macau that its not them.#its NOT THEM#its him and these urges dont stop#and theyre hugging each other - all 3 of them - and they ask vegas: what is it you want? what do you want?#and vegas tells them he just wants to feel useful again.#and pete and macau GET what vegas means straight away. they dont even need to ask.#they just look at each other and understand what vegas is saying.
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