#but i'm also enjoying my long-haired nonbinary person era

[transratsactivist]

i want the people's opinion

[mendesxruel]

hi, love! i was wondering if i could get a marauders era ship please? the description is quite long so thanks for reading it and taking yor time to make this request ^^

i am enfp-t, scorpio sun (leo rising and pisces moon), '03 liner, born in november, hufflepuff, i'm from france but i am algerian (amazigh) muslim pansexual nonbinary they/ael/he/she, i use any pronouns but this is the order i prefer. i have shoulder length curly red dyed hair (originally light brown), almond shaped hazel eyes and a few beauty marks on my face. i'm 161cm/5'3ft. i have a wide smile with dimples. i'm chubby and will start a diet for myself and only myself, however, i have a binge eating disorder and recovery is really complicated.

my favourite colours are lavender (or most shades of purple, especially russian violet and midnight purple), green sage, canary yellow, light grey blue and brick red.

i'm open minded, would defend anyone i think is being right but judged. i really hate unfairness even in the littlest things, as well as toxicity in any form, it triggers me. i'm a people pleaser and i care about how people view me, i don’t want to be seen as selfish or anything and people who might think i am will make me depressed really fast. i'm an affectionate person. i show my love to my friends by making fun of them or of myself, bullying basically (i never cross the line though and if i do i’ll apologies a lot, communication is really important to me). my humour is based on me making fun of my traumas. i am funny and creative. if i can make someone laugh even if i have to embarrass myself in the process i get really happy. i’m really happy when someone opens up to me because it shows they trust me with something they wouldn’t tell anyone, it kinda makes me feel privileged in a way as i can keep a secret and help them out with a certain issue or something else. i am clumsy (trip on air and hit myself against furniture constantly also almost drop anything i hold). i'm sarcastic and humorous as well as a tad bit over dramatic at times usually to mock people or just because it is a habit.

i am a maladaptive daydreaming, i constantly talk to myself and imagine scenarios throughout the day. i am into shifting realities

i have a funny laugh and laugh a lot. i am a happy person. i can be loud one moment and suddenly really calm. i am an ambivert. i'm stubborn but patient. i'm sensitive and prefer to talk things out, i'm pretty calm but can get calm and just silent when annoyed or really angry, i can get passive aggressive too and use sarcasm. my biggest pet peeve is when people talk to me but when someone will try to get their attention they will right away go to talk to them as it happened to me a lot, it is as if i wasn’t talking in the first place like what i was saying is meaningless. so when people don’t listen to me. i have this habit of cracking my bones constantly, it relaxes me.

i am a dancer. i am always listening to music with earphones, dancing (even when i am sitting i will move my arms, imagine or create a choreography) and making choreographies, especially at night in my room where i’m just dancing and having fun, no specific moves. i enjoy listening to kpop as i am into a lot of groups and like to learn their choreographies whether it is a girls or boys group. i like to write and when i do i like to put in as many details as possible. i am an english culture major (anything that has to do with literature, language, history of english like america, great britain, canada and more is what i am studying).

i have two cats and i might get a dog soon. i like learning languages, i can speak french, english fluently, italian and spanish moderately (i want to be fluent in italian) and i'm starting to learn korean seriously and arabic in college.

i dress in multiple aesthetics and don't limit myself to a couple. i love what would be called “quirky” jewelry. i love makeup, especially eyeliner, lipgloss and mascara. i want to experience a lot with my hair, i would love to bleach and dye it in multiple colours as the red dye i have is the only one i ever used to dye my hair. Once it is really dead i want to shave it completely to start over, see myself with short and grow back healthy hair. i believe that family doesn't necessarily mean blood for personal reasons and from experience.

i am the kind of person who likes to do multiple things though i often stop something and never or later finish it. i'm overly confident yet extremely self-conscious. i often need reassurance because of trauma i have and trust issues with my family with transphobia and homophobia, and just what i do in general. i had my mother tell me i am manipulative and that my friends and family actually didn't like me and it sometimes gets to my mind again even though i know they love me. she insulted me with all the words she could find in the dictionary to be honest and since i was eight. but it also made me the strong-willed and open-minded person i am now. she is the reason i am scared of having children as i don’t want to end up like her. the worst is i still love her and have a relationship with her (we have good laughs and as i’m growing she doesn’t insult me as much probably because she understands there will be more consequences from me). because of her, i had to diagnose myself a lot as she wouldn’t care when i asked to see a therapist and it is only now she thinking of getting me one, i am mentally ill and she just doesn’t want to face it and think i am mentally ill because of the struggle of being queer when it is all her fault.

i've been a huge fan of harry potter since i was two year old with the video games on ps1 my grandmother owned. my comfort movies are coraline, rapunzel, harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban, avengers: age of ultron, the hobbit trilogy, x-men first class. my favourite series are alice in borderland, sweet home, squid game, stranger things, the umbrella academy. i love cartoons, especially the amazing world of gumball.

i get scared easily but laugh and scream when i do. i speak with my hands a lot and I'm really expressive. i use the finger guns too much. i zone out a lot and talk to myself constantly. i would like to become an english teacher and still dance in the future, or just have a career as a dancer maybe, or a translator and still a dancer. I really want to create.

the perfect date would be either chilling in my apartment or theirs, going out to the amusement park or a picnic. i warm up to them really fast as i like to make them comfortable by either right away attempting to have a conversation with them or cracking a joke somehow. i get shy with people who are interested in me romantically even if i knew them for a while. my love language is quality time, physical touch and words of reassurance.

thanks again, take your time, have a wonderful day or night, love yoooouuu

hi!

i ship you with...

Lily Evans!

i think Lily would love how you like to share your opinions and morals, and she'd love to watch you dance. she'd love how versatile you are and would really enjoy your cute dates <3