#but it's genuinely the best i've ever eaten! i've never eaten this much veg before! it's just so. plain. 😭 | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

confinesofmy · 2 months

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we met one of my northern cousins at the mounds and she was pulling out all the stops trying to tempt me into coming to visit her and i brought like a full picnic spread so she mentioned b-ham's got a great food culture and i had to explain my parosmia to her and i do think i got it across but it's literally so sad to me that if i do go visit her (which i probably will) i'm just gonna keep eating my ten little things that i eat. 🥲 like i could walk into a michelin star restaurant rn and have to immediately leave because it smells like corpse stench in there. i try not to think much of it or allow it much meaning in my life but i currently associate food with disgust to the degree that in a new city i would not even try the food. 😭 that's so miserable lol.

#her response was so horrified and i was just like yeah :^) i guess that is pretty bad huh #there's no soft way to describe my diet lmao #but it's genuinely the best i've ever eaten! i've never eaten this much veg before! it's just so. plain. 😭#i'm clearly a culinary type. like at this point i cook several times per day usually and i'm just. i'm a good cook yk. i have good taste.#when i show up with a dish people have never even heard of they trust me enough to try it open hearted because i'm just really good #so for me to say 'oh no‚ i'm okay!' to visiting exciting restaurants hundreds of miles from home is so saaaad lmaoo #i'm just trying to avoid pain. and like. the confusion of trying to figure out 'okay. which ingredient tastes like swamp water'#or WORSE #adam yaps

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