#but really its cool that i can channel that into the drawing bc I suck at writing coherent comments gbdhfjl

[odrseasonone]

yo so i already forgot a lot of what i was thinking and we all know its the details that make things cool buT anyway here’s the main jist of what i was texting at you about 40min ago

ok, so i gotta throw in a lil backstory here to orient us both w this, but anyway, remember how, way back in s2, SAFIRA learned how to channel dragons?  maybe, after her death, ROWENA raided her hut or whatever idk and found her notes and she’s been sort of picking through, trying to translate them, since, and idk asp she figured it out, too, which is actually ANOTHER reason she imbued ROB’s dragon w extra powers bc she’s like, ‘if worst comes to worst this poor beast can be basically a living battery for my powers!!!!!!’ laksjdfkldsjf

so, fast froward a couple years and, as we know, ROWENA really ticks off CASSIUS to the point where he straight up decides to kill her and obv ROWENA doesn’t just sit there on her hands and take that kind of murderous insubordination.  so i was thinking about this and how that whole bit would go hahaha and so THAT is where we meet up w our heroes villains w this whole meSS

as soon as ROWENA realizes she’s in a fight for her life w CASSIUS, she’s sort of like ‘fuck the final battle’ bc obv if she doesn’t survive CASSIUS it doesn’t matter one whit if she wins that one and, furthermore, she’s aware that CASSIUS was the one loyal servant she had left - anyone else who would’ve risked their lives for her are dead (mostly bc SHE killed them #whoops) 

CASSIUS knows his own powers vs hers and so he turns pr immediately to fire, knowing the fire can kill her, even if she kills him, but it won’t hurt him.  in addition, obv, he’s hitting her w all his magic and sword etc it’s #fun and i do think they’re both sort of channeling each other.  ANYWAY!!  ROWENA begins to channel the dragons and, as we know, there are five of them present.  

so, i was thinking a couple things!!  first, we were wondering how ALEX’s poor lil bb dragon dies and, unless someone super sweet, like ROB or MALCULMUS or someone, just straight up murders it (which is obv possible, too!), ROWENA drawing on the dragons might literally suck the life out of it, poor lil thing.  if the bb dragon does die that way, that also amps up the threat level for the others, in terms of the perception of the audience.

anyway, this does a couple things.  first, it gives ROWENA basically unlimited power to hurl at CASSIUS, since dragons are basically creatures of pure magic, AND it weakens RHAEGAR, ARYA, and all the unnamed dragons.  it could also cause lots of chaos, like dragons and riders falling out of the sky (which could be what allows CRIS to take out ROB, for instance), and it sorts of changes the dynamics of the battle which would be nice, since we’re planning on doing a multi-episode battle.  so yeah!!

ALSO, i was thinking that, as ROWENA channels CASSIUS, she’s also pulling out of him all the magic that’s literally holding him together, since he took multiple mortal wounds during the purge and, as a result, he dies by her hand OF the mortal wounds inflicted by all the dragonriders he killed which just feels like #poeticjustice to me

so yeah!!! that’s the jist!!!  whatcha think, babe?

[thenameismin-blog1]

lets get PERSONAL

alright lets talk about one of my favourite topics: me.

just kidding i am in no way that narcissistic but whatever lets keep talking

this is basically the summary i give everyone: im this little emo/scene girl who likes to draw sing and play some videogames

but i am much more of a person than that so lets get TOO PERSONAL

my parents got divorced when i was 8 and it hit me really hard and almost a year ago; last august; i got diagnosed with pre-depression basically. that sucked but that was around the time i started my youtube channel (its cringey but i love it and i love to vlog so fight me thanks) and i also basically have an eating disorder that started in like.......... i wanna say 2014? im getting better with everything as of recently so thats cool

oh yeah and this is weird to say but i guess my mother is like emotionally abusive so i just started full time living with my dad like two weeks ago (the events that caused this have to be like seven posts in and of themselves because this is still relevant and happening)

but when i grow up i want to be a tattoo artist but im in a Business Leasership Academy in my local public highschool and im the only edgy one in it so ill probably end up being a social media marketer which is still okay? i have a goal college which for some reason is the School of Visual Arts in NYC but its really expensive and i used to not be allowed to even wanna go to art school but here i am and i still wanna go

oh yeah and i have this awesome ass boyfriend and i love him i guess bc he is sticking through one of my hardest times and shoutout to the awesome friend who set us up lmao

alright yeah i cant really think of anything else i really wanna share besides the basics so like

height: 5′2.5 weight: 89 lbs (putting that so i can track my progress when i get healthier and i dont care if yall know about it) eyecolour: brown brown and more brown hair colour: apparently im a brunette? i have a bleach blonde pixie cut atm so god knows if i will ever stop dyeing it

and yeah

thanks?

[pupperking]

All of them. Suffer.

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Pandora and SoundCloud I fuckin hate Spotify is your room messy or clean?atm messy but I usually keep it really clean I've just been bustwhat color are your eyes?hazeldo you like your name? why?I didnt really for awhile but ive like, come to terms with it and it has cool nicknames I can go by so its alrightwhat is your relationship status? sufferdescribe your personality in 3 words or lessovervearing, tired, loudwhat color hair do you have?naturally its brown but its dyed maroonish right nowwhat kind of car do you drive? color?2001 2-door Ford Ranger, its maroon but my dad spray painted the hood black so I get to live with thatwhere do you shop?just like the mall in general i dont really go specific places I just explorehow would you describe your style? comfortable but not trashy "im wearing my pajamas in public" u knofavorite social media accountmy tumblr bc its got some cool peoplewhat size bed do you have?fullany siblings?I have a brother who's 13 years older than meif you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?On a several acre farm with good weather bc I could grow lots of plants and have so many dogsfavorite snapchat filter? I really like the one with the starsfavorite makeup brand(s)I dont wear makeuphow many times a week do you shower?everyday cause Im not nasteyfavorite tv show?just started watching shameless so thatshoe size?10 1/2 or 11 in womenshow tall are you?5'8"sandals or sneakers? barefootdo you go to the gym? nopedescribe your dream datea naphow much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?zero dollars and zero centswhat color socks are you wearing? grey and purplehow many pillows do you sleep with?one or twodo you have a job? what do you do? i fuckin wishhow many friends do you have? idk I'm pretty friendly with most people I have like 5 really close friends thowhats the worst thing you have ever done? felonys I guesswhats your favorite candle scent? theres this fabled yankee candle ive yet to find called music room and thats my fav even though Ive not smelled it3 favorite boy namescasey, Aleksandr, Marcus3 favorite girl namesQuinn, Larissa, Olivefavorite actor? Johnny Depp bc he's attractive thats my only reasonfavorite actress? th chick who played Junkwho is your celebrity crush?dont really have onefavorite movie? Little Miss Sunshinedo you read a lot? whats your favorite book? YeS, the Perks of Being a Wallflowermoney or brains? brains they can get money if they have thatdo you have a nickname? what is it? Randi or Mira, or my moms favorite, Miranda the Pandahow many times have you been to the hospital?in the past year alone 3 timetop 10 favorite songsthis is such a hard question here we gothis trap remix i found of pure immagination, Thom, you suck charlie, distance, strawberry, big bird, GBD Out, caroline, again, and this one song by message to bearsdo you take any medications daily? yea for my allergieswhat is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)somewhere in the middlewhat is your biggest fear? the dark, but really whats in the dark, how many kids do you want? zero kids are disgustingwhats your go to hair style?just leaving it downwhat type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) medium sized i guesswho is your role model? dont have onewhat was the last compliment you received?someone told me they liked my earings a couple days agowhat was the last text you sent?it was a game request for 8 ball poolhow old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?like 6what is your dream car? a cool ass mustangeopinion on smoking?dontdo you go to college? ive taken college classes but Im not in college, still doin high schoolwhat is your dream job? a profesional musicianwould you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? ruraldo you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? nodo you have freckles? on my shouldersdo you smile for pictures?depends, sometimes i do, sometimes i make faceshow many pictures do you have on your phone? i didnt realise until you made me look but i have 642 and thats a lothave you ever peed in the woods? ye on a fishin trip as a kiddodo you still watch cartoons? yupdo you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?mcdsFavorite dipping sauce? i dontwhat do you wear to bed? a really big tshirt, sometimes long pants if its coldhave you ever won a spelling bee?nopewhat are your hobbies?plants and musiccan you draw? not really but i like todo you play an instrument?yes 5 i love band and music aHwhat was the last concert you saw? i saw someone perform at usf dont remember muchtea or coffee?coffeeStarbucks or Dunkin Donuts?dunkin im a loyal customerdo you want to get married?maybe but probably notwhat is your crush’s first and last initial?cw like the channellare you going to change your last name when you get married? who knowswhat color looks best on you? red used to before i died my hair now it clashes and i have trouble dressing myselfdo you miss anyone right now? yeedo you sleep with your door open or closed?closeddo you believe in ghosts?yupwhat is your biggest pet peeve? people who interject with stupid shitlast person you called`Ms Faith Bakerfavorite ice cream flavor? cookies and creamregular oreos or golden oreos? regular last week i ate threepacks by myself help mechocolate or rainbow sprinkles? no ewhat shirt are you wearing? a very old linkin park shirtwhat is your phone background?plantsare you outgoing or shy?both? depends on hmthe peopledo you like it when people play with your hair?yupdo you like your neighbors? the guy to our left is an old misoginistic racist white dude and i cant wait for him to die but the lady to my right came here from columbia and i love her shes a giftdo you wash your face? at night? in the morning?in mornin yeahave you ever been high? yehave you ever been drunk? yelast thing you ate? icecream & brownies togetherfavorite lyrics right now" And I know rhis wont last forever, but goddamn it feels like forever since we've been together, 'til we'll be together again"summer or winter? bothday or night? night but only if im insidedark, milk, or white chocolate? dark and milk fuck white chocolate nastiesr shitfavorite month? octoberwhat is your zodiac signtauruswho was the last person you cried in front of? my mom