#cee's notebook 🗒

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Friends, I am stepping out. I can't say when I'll be back, but I have a very important job to do in making the most of the rest of my dog's time, and maybe after that I'll see to the very important job of getting real life back on its feet!

See you when I see you

Cee 🫶💜💙

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Kissing Huening Kai; Slowly bringing your faces closer together, seeing his smiling eyes crinkling around the edges and shiny with love and the lights from above you through the bangs over his eyes that he grows to hide them. The smile stays on his face until your lips are almost touching – he can't help it – and then you're kissing, sharing the warmth of your lips. It's as if you can feel the warmth he homes inside him. When you part, his smile returns, his eyes twinkling once more, his face so fond. It's love.

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I was ecstatic when I found out that Fourty One Winks had a performance and decided to wait until my family were out so I could watch it on the TV, which was the best decision. I watched the KBS performance first and was loving it, having outward reactions and what not, BUT THEN. THE MUCORE ONE. SOS SEND HELP AM NOT OKAY. Literally losing my mind over this. Coherent thoughts would go here if my brain wasn't a puddle thanks to this perfection but - stage, OUTFITS, expressions, dance, vocals... This might be on par with the Invitation performance right now.

If anyone is out there, please come scream with me about my five biases.

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About to leave a store and Super Shy starts playing? Of course I stayed in there for the whole song 😂

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I live here now.

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He looks like a vampire prince wth

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Every time I listen to the Love Story cover I have flashbacks to scenes from The Willow Tree (@hyukalyptus) and Flowers of Every Colour (@blackhairedjjun). Both are about Prince Yeonjun, meeting up in gardens, and a "forbidden" love of sorts in the sense of commoner/royalty relationships.

I just really love when songs can remind me of stories, whether it's books, movies or fanfiction!

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Tumblr user @aduh0308 has single handedly sent me back to reading Weasley twin fanfic 😚 it's such a good time and just what my heart needed <3

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KILL SHOT OH IM SUFFERING KDSLAP

I was ready to take a nap, no way that's happening now

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If you told me a month ago we'd be getting blonde Gyu and man bun Kai, I would not have believed you

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I dip out for barely a week and a whole new chapter started?! What else have I missed? Other than Soobin milking the nerd/professor look and trying to make me feel more insane than I already was

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Who could ever say no to him though?

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Important:

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Taehyun out here in Paris giving gorgeous mysterious exchange student who dresses well and is super polite and everybody wants him

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No I just saw this and died. This was the final straw. Death by Terry.

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I see so many other moas online who crochet and play animal crossing and I just think we're so cute and I want to be friends