#either that or it's the burnout and i'll be fine once i graduate but uhhhhhhhhhhh | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

solitarelee · 2 years

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Do u ever catch urself doing something so psychologically alarming. Like ur just out here doing something that, from the outside looking in, is wildly concerning? anyway I've been listening to numb little bug on repeat for 24 hours nonstop, staring into the distance and randomly leaking tears

#solitaretalk #i had a moment of self-awareness and I was like #hm! i'm gonna call my shrink #tw uhhhhhhhhh sad #idk fam!!!!#is existential depression a thing????#like where ur not really depressed in the sense of having the symptoms of depression #like ur just chugging along #but something pops ur lil bubble of oblivious productivity and ur like #oh.#oh no #something is deeply and fundamentally wrong with me in a way i've never once addressed #either that or it's the burnout and i'll be fine once i graduate but uhhhhhhhhhhh #i just have to remind myself that the only reason i can tell my current state isn't normal is bc i have something somewhere to compare it #I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT RIGHT NOW #BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING...

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