#every now and then the feeling of complete and utter despair and devastation hits me and it's awful
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I feel fucking horrible
#every now and then the feeling of complete and utter despair and devastation hits me and it's awful#I've been crying for an hour#ex walked in and said “you alright?” and when I said “yeah. great.” he just fucking walked out. don't ask next tine.#time*#I'm just lost man#I've managed to lose 2 partners and then managed to get fucking swept to the side by the next guy who showed interest#I've got no friends in real life who I can talk to and not get a fucking lecture from or anyone who cares in person#i wish there was more I could do but what am I meant to do? I feel like shit. I'm being ignored by most people#and the few who do pay attention don't care about what I'm going through or have a fucking go at me#can someone tell me what the fuck I'm meant to do? what have I done wrong here? what have I done to deserve all this?#why am I sat here on my own crying and wanting to kill myself and my ex and the guy I liked are out enjoying themselves. why can't I do that#i have nothing man#me#ramblings
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