#exo is my youth but it's also my adulthood now | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

petitbaek · 1 year

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been here thinking about stuff but this cb is really doing it for me.. i've been detached from kpop the last few years (been a fan since 2009), but with this cb i'm really remembering how exciting it is, how happy it makes me feel and how much i love them. waiting for teasers, watching new videos, being excited about every new release. the fandom coming back from the dead, everyone talking about it, it just makes me experience everything again, each time, from the bottom of my heart. i’ve been here since the beginning and it just never tires me, like exo is really it for me. they’re really that group for me, the ones who can make me feel so many things at the same time and i just have so much love for them it’s surreal

#also i'm rewatching exo showtime just because i missed them and i've rewatched this show many times before and each time it hits me #differently and this time isn't any different. i feel even more nostalgic nowadays because of how long we've been without them all together #but i don't feel sad anymore. i've been an ot12 supporter for so many years but today i'm just really happy with how things are going #i'm just happy to see them together and see how they're happy together too #the one video they recently posted of them just eating and talking made me way more emotional than watching exo showtime did #a few years ago this would be impossible lmfao #it's just a nostalgic feeling now #but i'm happy with how things are #exo is my youth but it's also my adulthood now #my whole life is silver #i'm just really glad to be able to grow up with them #talks

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