#friend if u read this I'M GOING TO EXPLODE YOU 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

[smallidarityfan]

my friend drew this for me for secret santa and gave me permission to show it to you guys :DDD ITS SO PRETTY IM GOING TO EXPLODE THEYRE SOOOOO CUTE I MISS THEM SO MUCHHHH I LOVE THIS AND I OWE EVERYTHING TO MY FRIEND FOR THIS GWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[tiredsmashbros]

get ready to read boy 💥

everyone go away this is for the green wolf boy only /srs

imma be completely honest. i was whatsoever, DEADASS NOT expecting a long speech {if anything i kind of forgot we can do that bc im so used to us just dming or vcing bout it and i though u silly goobers already used all ur words on the bday video BUT DAMN WAS I WRONG OKAY.....} another thing to be frank bout is reading this genuinely brought a tear to my eye. NONE FALLING BC IM SUCH A BIG BOY!!! {im lying theres an ocean inside my head i'm drowning in emotions /silly}

but seriously man, words can't express how genuinely grateful i am to have you in my life and just as much be so fortunate to call you one of my closes friends i've ever had in a long time. getting to yap about you bout epic the musical was definitely the first bridge that got me excited to want to talk to you more since i've never heard anyone talked bout it since bc i though it was too niche since i remember getting into it when jorge literally just started it out on tiktok. it blown me away so much and actually the verbally talk about it with you in vc made me all the more happy, BUT ALSO THE MORE NERVOUS HOLY SHIT MAN.... like genuinely i'm SUCH a shy guy reaching out or talking bout fixations with folks is like- still new to me???? this was the first time i was exposed to so many more people liking what i liked that wasn't already started from me {bc i was so lonely i craved to find folks with shared interests but failed and was unfortunate practically my entire life till now - or the few times i could've it was like, frowned upon to be nerdy in public??? i legit got shamed for it}.

like i still remember you asking me to join the small epic groupchat and despite i wanted to scream and say yes, i was SO FUCKING NERVOUS... like it felt i was being taken away to a back alley and i was gonna get jumped THATS HOW PARANOID I AM UIYGDUIY but obviously that didn't happened but i still in someway felt i was being "fake" bc i didn't know the exact lore to epic or had visual representation other than the album designs to grasp and idea what it was about. but again, you still took the effort the help and suggest watching animatics. and despite that was so smart i was so heavily nervous when it came to us planning since im used to folks backing out so bad the idea of just watching simple short videos almost felt impossible and i was almost so sure it was going to die out and i was just going to loose my chance of getting to make friends as planned. but you didn't. you still made sure to MAKE enough time of your day to watch and to be patient even with me. you don't understand hope much of an impact that caused me and boy was i so happy i got myself to push through and release my fear away. even more so when starting to make the SMG4 au with u and knightmare has brought me so much joy i didn't think i would be SO fixated on it. LIKE FUCKING HELL IT WAS ALL I COULD LISTEN TO EVERY FUCKING DAY, THINK ABOUT IN CLASS, SO BAD I HAD TO VERBALLY TALK TO MY BUNNY FRIEND BC MY BRAIN WAS GETTING SO BAD SMG3 HAD TO APPEAR AND DEADASS EXPLODE MY BRAIN I HAD A PHYSICAL REACTION FROM IT YIURGEDSUIGJKDC

but enough bout epic bc thats all we talk about bc of how epic it is and istfg the fucking joke you did on the birthday video MAKES ME LAUGH EVERY TIME I LOVE IT SO MUCH PLEASE SEND ME THAT AUDIO CLIP PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE I NEED TO ANIMATE IT SO BAD YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW OBSSED I WAS WITH IT ON THE FIRST WATCH U FUCKING SLY DOG MAKING AN ODYSSEUS REFERENCE AND LISTENING TO WISDOM SAGA AS I CRY MY EYES OUT GET OUTTTTTTTT !!!!!! 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

but once again, as stated before, you don't understand the joy i fucking had when i found out you were a fan of ISAACWHY HELLO???? FINALLY. SOMEONE WHO LIKES THIS FUCKING GREEN CLUB PENGUIN ASS AS MUCH AS I DO OUHIJFKEDWS and then the fucking volcano eruption when we found out nova was also a fan omfg... we're the issacwhy trio it makes me so happy to say {despite being nova's #1 hater.... ugh.... this bitch /SILLY /J also hello nova if ur reading this LMAOOOO oiuyighjfwd bc i know this bitch might be im betting 5 dollars boy}. bc i deadass found out just by clicking your icon bc i was trying to familiarize myself with everyone within the first week when i made the server. memorizing names, pronouns, fixations, or any lil important notes folks may have in their description that needed to be a must know. AND FINDING FUKIN 3 LIL SMOL LARRY ICONS IN UR DESCRIPTIONS MADE ME DEADASS SCREAM "LARRY?????" CAUSE LIKE.... IM SO HAPPY I'VE FOUND FOLKS INTO THEBOYS {another group youtubers} BUT ISAACWHY WAS ONE OF MY FIXATIONS I GENUINELY WANTED TO FIND FANS OF BC OF HOW CHAOTIC THEIR ENERGY IS AND THE FACT I JUST HAD HORRIBLE BRAINROT I ALWAYS KEPT SAYING REFERENCES TO THEM BUT WAS ALWAYS SO SAD BC NOBODY WOULD GET IT. the joy i get to finally have that wish fulfilled and now getting to reference it finally for once... i can rest peacefully now like wtf OUYKGJHEFWDS like i seriously can't get over it man it makes me so fukin happy and istfg im being dead honest im just yumi fr its INSANE... anyways this guy realized about everything /ref

oh boy got distracted yapping to you in dms but you know what, lets continue that conversation bc HELLO???? SMG9??? UM UM UM I LOVE SMG9 AND SMG10 SO MUCH ITS ACTUALLY GENUIENLY CRAZY LIKE I THINK IM UNDERSTAND WHAT FOLKS MEAN ABOUT TSB BEING IN THEIR HEADS BC BOTH THESE BITCHES COME BACK EVERY ONCE AND AWHILE AND NOW THEY'RE IN MY HEAD I SEE THEM IN MY HEADSPACE ROOM LUIGI DO SMTH GIVE THEM DRINKS PLEASE I MUST TREAT THEM RIGHT I LOVE THEM SO MUCH IM 💥💥💥💥 like i love other folks ocs and ofc think bout them here and there and love it when i get the chance to actually draw them BUT WHEN I SAY THE BRAINROT WAS I REAL I FUKING MEAN IT... AND IDEK WHY OR HOW ITS THESE GUYS SPECIFICALLY... like im normally a numb kind of guy but still know i love things its just sometimes hard to physically express it majorly of the time BUT SOMEHOW THIS IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. the amount of times i had to lock in class bc i was trying to multitask doing my assignment bc it was work time and listening to the playlist to actively listen and piece up the lore was A FUCKING CRAZY TWO HOURS OF MY FUCKING LIFE.... in the most positive way possible of course jajaja i just love how unique and expressive their designs are so much. i think also im just a big plant lover so anything plant related i get really stuck into IM LITERALLY JUST A BUG I SWEAR.... and i think its so fucking cool having this opposite like dynamic with smg9 being more grounded yet a very exhausted and angsty character paired with a WEATHER HELLO??? silly exaggerated fella the fukin meme i can remake is actually crazy i love them so much and when you actually made the fic HELP. I WAS. SO INVESTED IM NOT EVEN KIDDING I WAS SO LOCKED IN IN MY LITTLE VISUAL BRAIN WORLD SEEING IT ALL PLAY OUT I LOVED IT AND WEPT WHEN IT ENDED OUGEDCUHJ. like finally getting around to doing the concept piece for smg9's arrival i was overjoyed. BC I HAD THAT SHIT STCUK IN MY HEAD WHEN U MADE THE FIC AND BEING STUCK FOCUSING ON FINALS WAS HARD NOT TO CRASH AND EXPLODE IHKJEFDCS like its genuinely crazy the fact that i don't even draw these bastards as often as u do for tsb bc thats usually not how i express my interests strangely enough {like fuckin hell im obsessed with fnaf BUT I RARELY EVER DRAW FNAF}, instead, my visual imagination is so strong?? like i just will always constantly find myself thinking about them or since the past year able to professionally formulate a headspace for the silly guys in my head to hangout and manage my emotions, i see- SEE smg9 come by and bro just on the bed sleeping, the floor playing on a switch console, or talking to luigi about plants ITS ACTUALLY INSANE. AND I CAN HEAR HIM TOO WHICH IS EVEN CRAZIER WHICH IS WHY I WAS OBSESSED WITH THE VOICE CLAIMS THAT ONE TIME UGHHH smg10 doesn't come as often as 9 does, but ong when he does he gives me a physical headache {like right now} BC BRO IS CAUSING WIND ISSUES LIKE GET THE FUCK AWAYYYYYY but he makes funny rock jokes so he can stay ig.... why is my brain this way its scarey but so fun thats why im always asking bout chocolate or chips bc i ask luigi to give them when folks come over bc its too overwhelming to think of like bigger food or objects to spawn in my head ITS SO WEIRD IDK IF THIS IS WEIRD its like im playing sims irl theres a desk, bed, and a bug tank for my anxiety centipede that smg3 keeps fucking messing with its so fukin annoying. but also the chocolate and ships is a reference to isaacwhy from one of the group chat podcast episodes bc i remember thinking that was so smart but can also tell what that person is like- like it helps me get a more personal feeling of the character despite them not being real or even knowing them personally bc their fictional HELP okay i know i should probably stop yapping bout these silly guys but honestly i just love them so much and how u extinguish them like it feels like my fav saturday morning cartoon for some reason. they give so much joy the ideas are endless and honestly just a nice motivation booster

OMFG I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO TALK MORE SPECIFICALLY ON THE PLAYLIST - omfg i got a jump-scare bc it said i passed the limit but google said its paragraph HELP.... anyways.... pikmin am i right- nah back to playlist OKAY SO LIEK U GENUINELY INSPIRED ME TO ADD NON-LYRICAL SONGS INTO EVEN MY OWN PLAYLIST MAN. bc like i remember debating bout it way back but went against it bc i didn't believe it would work but when i listened to smg9's HOLY FUCK WAS I WRONG... LIKE IF ANYTHING ITS BRILLIANT??? ITS SO SLY AND VAGUE BUT SUCH A MASSIVE OPPORTUNITY TO EXPRESS SOMETHING SO EMOTIONAL OR IMPORTANT WITHOUT THE NEEDS OF WORDS WITH THE ONLY HINT BEING THE NAME TITLE UGH THE FUCKING ACTUAL SPINE CHILLS I GOT WAS SO COOL personally for me i used music to express smth a lil more different in tsb's but still hold some sort of meaningful message

OKAY ANYWAYS PIKMIN.... I LOVE PIKMIN... I STILL HAVE YET TO REALLY KNOW MORE ABOUT PIKMIN UIGFEHJDCSUIYHJ like i got to find the time to sit and not only watch the lore but also the gameplay as well to understand the full experience as im unable to play it myself. i've always seen pikmin floating bout in my life similar to splatoon too but got nervous getting into it since i was grown up with folks more fans of marvel and sega EVEN CAPCOM and nintendo was more of the punching bag and kid we always had to make fun of sort of ideal. i never really got it but i was too nervous to try getting into it and hide it so i never did. but im so happy that i dont need to by shy anymore and you showing me the silly memes and icebergs has been such a relief and heartwarming and even more so finding out my sister's partner is also a big nintendo fan and i've yapped about pikmin and kirby LIEK HELP I DON'T NEED TO RUN AWAY AND BE ALWAYS STUCK WITH POSSESSED ANIMATRONICS <333 UGIEHFJDSUHKJ it sounds so weird for this to even happen but it did and god im just so happy of the progress i am today since you genuinely helped me be more open to my own interests dude and not have to fear as 13 year old me did

AND HELLO SPYRO??? CAN WE/???? LIKEK???? TALK ABOUT THAT HOLY SHIT I NEVER EVER FIND ANYONE INTO SPYRO OR AT LEAST AS MUCH AS I AM BC I GREW UP WITH IT ON PS2 AND WII BUT ALSO THE LAST PERSON I KNEW WHO WAS INTO IT I KNEW IRL I LOST CONTACTED LITERALLY IN FRESHMAN YEAR OF HIGHSCHOOL LIKE BITCHASS I HAD TO WAIT ALMSOT 8 YEARS TO FIND ANOTHER BITCH WHO LIKES THIS PURPLE ASS DRAGON AS MUCH AS I DO GET OUT..... UITGJYEHFWDSYUKGJEWDS never am i going to remember the amount of emo AMV's i watched as a kid and the dark spyro theories HOLY SHIT BRO.... the love for villainy was so real for me....

anywho lets talk about furries. yes I KNOW you've heard me yapped about this before probably in past reblogs n def in vcs but i still am going to say it again; finding another furry artist in this community made me so happy. bc i was deadass so afraid to out myself bc i was scared of reactive the smg4 community was and i wanted to know the waters before i did anything that i may get bashed with since ofc i know the horrors for being hated to being a feral or anthro artist. hell it was so bad- but maybe good?- i was going to give tsb a fox tail to showcase i did indeed drew animals, but scratched due to paranoia but honestly if i didn't, his story would be SO DIFFERENT. FUK HE PROBABLY WOULD'NT HAVE ONE IF IMMA BE REAL.... but finding someone who had a fursona, WITH WINGS HELP UR ME FRFR THE AMOUNT OF JOY AND EXCITEMENT I HAD AS EVEN LIL ME JUMPED IN GLEE WAS JYST SO AWESOME AND EVEN GETTING TO HAVE UR TH GUH.... fuck even the fact literally one of ur friends actually commissioned me years ago and recognized my art is INSANE.... ursa_minor is a real one ong bro was the reason i got to have an 'excuse' to draw a splatoon and murder drones oc without being cringe bc i was getting money for it oukHUIGEFHJDHUJ

but man... even after all that... despite its actually been less than like half a year i feel like i've known u almost forever with how much we yap and joke a lot. its honestly one of my favorite things of the day and a reminder just how lucky and happy i am to get to have my time used in such a uplifting and positive experience. you have helped me so much mentally neo it's far from an exaggeration. honestly i know i said this literally last night how u do remind me a bit of my brother, but honestly thats how i see you. you feel like such a younger brother to me. even though in a lil way its a bit sad for me since despite i do have a bro irl just ur age we're not very close, having you kind of has healed me from worrying too much about it since i know my brother is struggling with his own stuff and just going thru his emo edgy phase as i did too {literally runs in the family I SWEAR...}. and i honestly want to thank you for that. its just a me thing personally which i rarely ever discuss but its been something i've really seriously wanted to tell you bc just how much of an impact you've honestly made for me man. you are just so energetic and fun in vcs despite even at times i may be muted, i always scream out "NEO!!!" whenever you join just as you do for me. hell, i remember at the very beginning when you would scream my name in joy with that smg3 explosion pfp it honestly made my entire day. never did i ever expected anyone to be so verbally excited to see me join i've kind of subconsciously began to do the same later on. hell i love how expressive you are in calls and in dms bc honestly yEAH i GET YOU i love to add more personality into the way i type bc !!! erm !!! its more funnier but also just more enjoyable to read in my head. and never have i get to meet more people with that same mindset since everyone i knew was just so monotone i'm a bit still in that boat bUTT!! DONT FRET!!! im always going to be silly when i know it calls for me... in which it always does piuOUIGEFWDSUIG I ALSO SAID THIS TOO IN VC LAST NIGHT BUT JUST THE CHILDISH VERBAL WHINES AND GROANS LIKE YES UR STILL ITTY BITTY BABY BUT MY GOD ITS THE MOST FUNNIEST SHIT TO ME AND ALWAYS GETS ME BURSTING INTO LAUGHTER IUYGHEFDW JUST THE ANNOYED TONE IS JUST A FUNNY COMEDIC GAH AND THAT "YAY!!!!" MAKES ME SO HAPPY I ALWAYS LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING IT FROM YOU IT JUST SO HEARTWARMING AND EVEN HILARIOUS AND ITS SO LOUD AND UR MIC CUTS OFF OUIGEFWDUSIGJEWDS

anwyays

you always make my day man

your so fun and awesome and one of the nicest and funniest guys i know and am so grateful to have met and call a friend

i love you so much neo please don't stop ever being silly bc if u i will slam you with hammers 20 million times

wait i just realized i didn't even once talked about the art you made on here i just went and yapped bout our friendship HELP UOHIGREFDSIUGDWS UHJ OKAY IM UM UM SRSLY MAN THE RENDERING IS ESTATIC I LOVE IT SO MUCH AND I KNOW I'VE SAID IN VC TOO I THINK BUT I JUST THE EXPRESSIONS THE SPLATTERED PAINT AND THE SECRET WATCHMAN I NOTICED IT !!!!! GUUH AND THE FUCKING SILLY MEMES HELP OH FUK WHY DID U SPEND 12 HOURS OF UR LIFE ON THIS MAN FUCK I NEED TO SPOIL U BC SRSLY U SPOIL ME UR TOO COOL STOP AND FUCK SEEING THE SKETCH IN THE END OF US MADE MY HEART WARM UP UGHHHHHHHHH THE FEELS I CANT8YUGFEWDSUIYGKFEW i've been on this reblog for like 3 hrs now my computer is going to die i started writing this when it was dark and now i see the sun like wtf am i supposed to do???oiYOIUHKJDS the 3hrs of sleep is kickin in im scared- anywho.... time to reread that fanfic lalala

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMM TIREDSMASHBROS!!!

note for tomm under the read more... lalala💥💥 @tiredsmashbros

ohhh tomm. tomm tiredmashbros, oh do you even know what has happened this, what, past half a year and counting? There has been so, so much improvement these past few months, whether that was to be art or even being able to grow the confidence to actually make a discord server and how well it is and how active it is to this day!!! It’s genuinely felt like it’s been so long, but truly only has been maybe about. since september so like 4 months maybe of the discord server? and so much has happened since then.

Onto the actual much deeper depths of paragraphs, you genuinely have changed my life in ways that I don’t think I could even achieve. Many days on vc’s, joking about the most random things, to the (about) most unexpected things, late night vc’s, the silly sleepover vc’s (technically late night... but shhhh), your paragraphs here, your just genuinely amazing self and personality. Even if you’re just another person in this world, I think you’re some of the best among everyone that I could’ve had the pleasure of getting to meet and know you.

I always loved the times when we vced and went “hey it’d be funny if we watched this video” then did that or, mainly, plan ahead and all. The pikmin iceberg (even if i fell asleep. whoops.), isaacwhy ltlvc, epic the musical, and so much more probably HSJDNSJ. I’ll always remember the first vc I was in with you, or at least the one that I think is the first since I think we both were muted then eventually unmuted JSIDJSSJ I still don’t remember who was all there... i think it’s really funny that like 1-2 months after that, we vced so much and literally couldn’t remember who was there in the first vc JSAKJSKDJD i think that vc was when we had that silly “IM NOT A TYPER” or something i think... I DONT HAVE THE ORIGINAL IMAGE SAVED RN JAHDJDSJ 💔💔💔 and i sounded in such despair because it was like 1 or 2 am for me and i had to be quiet... I always absolutely LOVE our vc’s together, even if i’m caught, i typically don’t actually feel that bad since it’s just like. augh. i have no idea how to explain it💔💔 but yeah 💥💥💥 —> EDIT HERE... LTIERALLY TALKING TO YOU IN DMS AND YOU LITERALY HAVE JT ON HAND. THE IM NOT A TYPER. BROOOOO IM GONNA GET YOU

The surprise you gave me for my birthday and the fact that you did an entire PARTY IN THE SERVER ???? dude i was genuinely so gobsmacked, even if i was late to it NSKDNSKAJA... there was so much going on, i’ll be so fr i literally can barely remember it other than you asking my favroite scene and saying flowerfield sunset and then some bit later you surprised me with the fanart of neo like GUH?????? oh my GOS AJAJSNSNbut even just the MERE IDEA of having a birthday party and the fact that you wanted to do one for me was so surprising and i’m so genuinely hyped for yours like GUH. I’m so HSJSNSJSJSKSKNDJD

as you already know, the drawing above took about 12 hours and 30 minutes to fully finish. honestly, to my first fanart of tsb to this one is just amazing and i wouldn’t be able to see such improvement if it weren’t for you, for your amazing lore of tsb (i will yap about this later...), stealing some of your silly techniques here and there, and so much more. i’m just. baffled at the thought of being here with your birthday today.

oh and your ART. oh my GOODNESS. Where do i even START. for one, i know for a FACT i have stolen silly little things out of your style because of how unique and silly it is and how i do this with all of my friends because i genuinely appreciate and love everything that everyone makes,,, i especially LOVE, oh my goodness do i LOVE how you do your coloring and shading. it’s so unique in a way that works so damn well with how you do your lines, whether it’s sketchy or not, the outlines, everything bro. the rendering gets me the most. you WITNESSED me STRUGGLE to recreate it because i really wanted to try out and do a piece more in your style of things!! i do want to say it had been actually so fun doijg that... i should do it again lalalala... BUT ANYWASY!!!!! i’ve always just. oh my god. LOVE and just BUSHSURHEJSNA i just love how do you comics bro,.... no matter if they’re the ones like your final or the ones like the memories tsb lore... and especially the SPEED YOU GET THESE DONE AT ???? BRO IM SO JEALOUS IN THE BEST WAY POSSINLE... i don’t think i’ll ever stop looking up to you bro...

and now the lore. oh my Lore. Lore lore lore lore . im gonna gET YOUUUUUUU. i’m so INVESTED in tsb’s lore... the creation of this whole universe with cartoony characteristics (it’s literally just. HOW DO I EXPLIJA IT ITS BASISLY LIKE JUST A CARTOON WHDJSNS AND I LOVE IT), pipedream, watchman, the mysterious feeling, the character development. bro EVERYHTING. i cant BELEIVE you hide so much shit in the tiniest things, make entire comics out of what look like such simple asks but no your ass is over here producing COMICS for this bro..... i’m so jealous oh my GOD...... there’s so much i can think of but it feels so little of what we actually know (confirmed) so far... also i see you editing the playlist... your ass is NOT SLICK!!!

comsider all of these paragraphs and everything i’ve said to you already in vc as revenge for all the genuine most kindest paragraphs i’ve read in my life in the reblogs of tsb fanart... guh.... also off topic from this, i realized this is the first time you’ll see me draw emmet oh my god....

i’m so sure i have more to say but my ass actually cant think of anything brooooo.... maybe i’ll send you paragraphs in dms when i think of it and actually remember it GUH.... OH OH WAIT WAIT ALL THE JOKES THAT WE’VE MADE. dude i’m always just being so silly in vc and i think it’s really silly and comedic when you’re over there making silly little doodles and i just go “you should draw tsmg4/smg4 with long hair/smg34” or other alike things.... i don’t think i’ll also ever live down the times when i fell asleep on vc and you were there for i think all of them except maybe 1 ? i have no clue... bro your voice genuinely so calming i’m gonna fall asleep again some day 😭😭

okay enough yapping about that i THINK...., when I first found you, it was literally from the lipbite part 1 comic 😭😭 and i was like “oh hey, i actually kind of really like this person’s art!!” so yk. i followed you!!! if i told my past self that i’d be sitting here right now, typing all of this out, they wouldnt believe me. I’m genuinely just so baffled at the mere thought of being here and being able to call you a friend. hell. i’d even say best friends / close friends bro... i cannot even fathom the thought of that in the past, yet, here i am, able to call you a friend that i talk to about regularly i’d say.

I want to say it again; Happy birthday Tomm, I hope you have one of the best birthdays in your life and thank you for everything.

-Neo 💙

also,,, here’s a silly meme

part 1 of 2 ... i mean. who said that!!!!

part 2 here