#from being a sheltered perfectionist child now adult who can't adult
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#last time i did a vent i was probably.. 19-20 wow#maybe 21#anyways this won't be a 'let's discuss everything i've felt in the past 3 years' vent#i'm just tired.. of loneliness being the sole emotion of my existence#idk the constant feeling of missing out#from being a sheltered perfectionist child now adult who can't adult#i'm trying step by step but yeah i just.. don't feel anything towards this life and world other than despair#but you just keep trying and it some point it'll be right? so i guess that's what i'm doing#also i know romantic relationships are overrated#and there's people older than me who's never done anything too#but just really tired of not having one romantic experience#i'm stuck in different ways and it's easier to just think i won't have that type of relationship#and i feel it missing#idk i just want more#and i can't know what more i want until i've had a taste#maybe the loneliness will go away at some point#but it doesn't feel like it
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