#gotta find out if i dislike size kink bc it's often written bad or if I actually just don't like it lmao

[nyxronomicon]

WAHH I love the name Sharkie!! Also your response made me so so happy, I get anxious submitting things talking about fat self-inserts because a long time ago I was accused of having a fat fetish and was called some unsavory things on that person's blog QwQ I'm fat!! I don't have a fat fetish, I just wanna be appreciated haha! It doesn't bother me too much anymore, but anyways- thank you so much for the great response to my submission!! It made me so happy coming off work to see it ❤️❤️

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omg people are so weird about fatness like, some people are fat and that's normal? and like chubby people have just as much of a right to fantasize about fictional characters as thin people smh... they're literally not real...

I've never in my life been thin, as a kid I was definitely on the bigger side although now I'm not thin but not fat enough to get fatphobia thrown at me, I'm just medium sized lmao. so fat/chubby MC isn't really me but I've struggled with a lot of the same body issues fat people do and I HATE it when fics are assuming MC is thin or tiny which happens CONSTANTLY with Diavolo...

I absolutely despise size kink only because people think to write it that means his hands can easily wrap around your waist or his dick is making a bulge in your stomach. that just wouldn't work with my body. I do not wish to see it. it's immersion breaking and I put fics down for that shit. But I was thinking about it once like, I do want to feel small, I want to be engulfed by him, I just can't relate to the language of being small. I've never read something that got the feel right (unfortunately I don't know if I could write it either lol)

I wrote one piece featuring a chubby MC with Lucifer and I found it really hard to describe MC in a both fat and gender-neutral way too so my heart goes out to any men or people who are not comfortable with feminine language too. I do want to write more like this bc for as rare as fat/chubby MC is, a lot of the complimentary vocabulary for fat people is feminine (i.e. you wouldn't call a fat man 'curvy'). I found it challenging but also rewarding bc I still think that's one of my better Lucifer fics. That said it would have to be by request since it's just not something I normally think about lol

Anyway in my heart I really do believe Diavolo would prefer a chubby MC to a thin one. Historically fatness was a sign of wealth and good social standing (them child-bearing hips) and from the canon it seems the Devildom is a bit behind in the times. Regardless, I'm sure Diavolo has been familiar with royal humans for centuries and he probably finds fatness very attractive.

Of course as a self-insert game though giving characters types kinda goes against that spirit lol. In the end, Diavolo likes anyone that would kiss him lbr