#he doesnt know how to do that i don't think and he'd get tired instantly

[evilguywhoisevil]

howww do you manage being crazier than me on my own crazy posts ^__^ you can take yuki btw . i will take that ourple fuck

im evil

[twinsloveco]

I hear him play this gentle welcoming song that vibes love and kindness patience forgiveness warmth etc like ...

Come here and forgive me ill let you talk about all your big feelings and be good and faithful this time I promise I am so sorry..

But idk if its true if I'm crazy Adam gaslighted me so God damn much....

But you didn't lie when you told me what u and Adam did... he told me you were a lier...

So I yelled lier and pushed u away ...

You weren't mean this time you just softly said you will keep trying to find a way for me... you were gentle you held me.. we fucked.. I felt delusional and crazy

I asked Adam if I was.. I said am I being played rn? Am I just making shit up cuz that's what I wanna hear or happen or believe is that they care? ..he agreed it was probably that and the witch trying to tear me and him apart and spread seeds of lies and doubt

He only admitted later cuz I was going through his phone of Adam x lucifer pictures he was showing me and I seen something and I knew instantly and made him tell me and he said oh I was gonna yeah ONLY AFT4R YIU SAY THEY THREAT3NED YOU

Mfer smirking and being shitty to me as I purely tried to give him everything and love him thinking hopeful shitboncr again just to find dark shit now I want fucking no one yeah i said right? Oh nope here comes gabriel to fuck with my heart strings in Astral and give me the best time ever wtf man 😭

We both knew he'd you .. get in Adam to reach me..

That's the only time I didn't feel disgusted and sick asf like I can't even kiss the fucker I never could ..he's gross to me and he's fat yeah but that doesnt make him ugly and I know I'm attached cuz of everything but I know I don't want him he MAKES delta kid seraph confused needy want andnused our energies to lure me and weaken me.. ughhh

Now that i know it's yours I'd want out of him and would get so frustrated cus I wasn't getting it.. he's going crazy word salad mad.

Adam showed me a hurtful ss of What you said that set me off that final days ...

He told me not to tell u plz. So I didnt....

[How could I talk about it without outing him? Why tf protect that asshole ? I didn't wanna think of the pain of hurtful things behind my back ... it was too damn much]

And I still don't want to. I don't wanna see it

Maybe one day when I'm fucking okay...

Well guess what? He promised me he would let me gather myself so I could talk to you about shit FIRST in the best loving calm way possible ...and the fucker lied and went and did it while I was fucking asleep sick tired from the long drive and the pain of being torn once again from my person....

He was saying all this shit riling me up getting me freaked out and confused and feeling unsafe don't know who to trust

I see now that's what narcs do to control and distract you so u can't see wtf is going on.

It also keeps you in a dysfunctional state so you need them.. he made me sicker than I was and made me need him and then got mad at me for needing him and blew it out of reality acting like he's being slave driven when all we wanted was him to fucking respect my dad's wishes and clean up after himself ..we'd let shit go for WEEKS trying to be nice and he'd be a dick cold run over us etc dad told him not to lay his clothes ev3rywhere it's not that God damn hard and he continued and continued not giving a fuck cuz he knew we wouldn't kick him out...

He was like that before me and lied and blamed it all on Donald... others are sick of his bs too .. if u can walk out past your clothes and to the bedroom which u must past the washroom first you can grab ur sweaty pants and throw them in the wash wtf and he always word salad ran ignored went weird etc if you tried to ask him why and even try to find a root ground stand so we can help him help himself and us .. for him too. He wouldn't even do that. He said make a plan with me plan it so we did and he still wouldn't we had every damn right to be mad. I shouldn't have to hand hold a grown man and repeat myself a thousand times this is narc abuse and my friends have been helping me learn all their games and now he's throwing choas again because I'm onto him and he's losing control and hopefully you're seeing it too now ..cuz he said he showed it.

[lollytea]

The Previous Ask About Hunter Not Having a place to live in the boiling Isles and Gus considering his Room Their Room (awww) made me Realize How Attached Gus Would Get to Hunter

Like I personally think that in the HR after the First Night were they all slept together, the girls Would Move to Share luz's room, while Gus and Hunter Sleep in the living room together. That's Months Of them Sharing a Bedroom.

Imagine They get back to the boiling Isles and Hunter Finds himself Living with Darius (He offered, and Hunter doesnt want to take advantage Of Perry's Hospitality By living with them in a single parent Household)

At first, Gus is a Little excited Because while he Likes Hunter, He missed the Privacy Of His Own room. But Soon, He Starts missing Little things. One time He gets Home Super exhausted, Instantly Goes to lay In the Bed And absentmidently Goes "Goodnight, Hunter" Only to be met With silence. Other Time Is the Middle Of the night and He's Catching Up to his Favorite Show After Months Of being on The HR. He Turns excitedly To ramble about it With Hunter. Except He wasn't there.

But the worst Parts Are definitely The nightmares. Gus had never Had any trouble sleeping alone Before, being an only Child and all, But after what he went through... He Can't Fall asleep. His Room Is too silent. He realizes that he misses the little Whistling sound that Hunter Made While breathing in his Sleep. It used to annoy him the First Nights but he got used to it. It was repetitive, soft, calming and it made him feel safe. Because Hunter didn't sleep unless he felt safe. Hunter sleeping meant that Gus was safe. He wasnt Anymore

When Gus Could Fall Asleep, Sometimes He'd Wake Up Screaming Memories Of Murder, betrayals and monster still Fresh In his Mind. He searched desperately For some form of company to remind him that They were fine. That He and His friends Were Fine. Only to be met With and empty Dark room. And He Hated it. He hated being Alone now.

One of this Nights, tired of being afraid He grabs his Scroll and text His friends On the Off Chance They are awake. Hunter answers. He cant sleep either. Penstagram is not the same But talking to someone else that understands, It calms them enough to Lull them into sleep.

AND Thats How the Hunter and Gus sleepovers Became A regular thing!

This is soooooo cute. I LOVE the thought of Gus getting just as attached to Hunter, as Hunter gets to him. Like that is his emotional support weirdo!!

There could be a very sad irony to the whole Belos memories thing where Hunter believes if Gus knew the truth, it would cause a rift between them. Meanwhile Gus very much DOES know the truth and now he keeps having a nightmares of a man with Hunter's face being killed over and over again. This only reinforces how clingy he gets with Hunter. He wants him to be close by at all times because he needs to constantly assure himself that Hunter is alive.

And YEAH there's also the other thing of Gus feeling safe around Hunter because Hunter has a track record of protecting him. Plus hes just a nice funny dude who Gus likes a lot and will always listen to him talk. So when he's not constantly at his side anymore, Gus begins to miss it.

I want Hunter to sit up in bed in the middle of the night because he hears a knock. He crawls over to open his window to find a lost kid, in his pajamas, hovering on his staff.

"Hey Hunter, how's it hangin'?"

"Gus? What are you doing here? Are you okay?"

"Can't a guy drop in on his best friend without being questioned? The correct response is "Hey Gus! come on in!"

"Hey Gus. Come on in."

"I don't like how dry your delivery was but I'll accept it."

Gus shimmies in through the window and plops down on Hunter's bed.

"Let me guess. Nightmares again?"

Gus says nothing.

Hunter sighs. He rummages around behind his pillows before withdrawing a stuffed animal. He tosses it at Gus with a tired smile.

Gus stares at the thing for a moment, bewildered, before watching Hunter lay down and roll over to the side of his bed. He's making room. He then closes his eyes, giving the empty side a pointed slap with his hand.

Gus doesn't say a word, only falls down next to him, grabbing a fistful of the blanket to tug up to his chin. He holds his new toy tight against his chest.

Once he hears Hunter's familiar whistly snores again, he is out.