#he gives me so much brainrots and i cease to think properly. you see i've even already said the same thing three times now lmfao
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i love elidibus so much it is unreal
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚#i think i've mentioned before but out of all character i like. even raha. he is the one who genuinely rots my brain#even if i like raha more! elidibus is the one who. really really really just. destroys my thinking capacity. rots my brain#he gives me so much brainrots and i cease to think properly. you see i've even already said the same thing three times now lmfao#i love him so much! he makes me so sad. it is. a nostalgic sentimental bittersweet feeling. and all so hollow#raha got me back into writing but it is elidibus who brought me back to poetry! he. makes my heart ache so much#i think 6.2 was just filled with... so much tbh. like zero. idk man. 6.2 storytelling reminds me of a... idk ??#but it was so mystical and zero's theme feels so. yeah. i just love that patch so much and PANDAEMONIUM.#i love eden with all my heart and ryne/gaia mean the world to me but pandaemonium raids i love so much but in a different way#it makes me want to cry but it doesn't make me emotional per say? it makes me. lament the future of. yeah. the future#and idk that whole 6.2 patch was so mystically gorgeous to me... brings out the poet in me and gives me brainrots#anyways yeah back to elidibus#dear gods. i already said this b4 but he is the ascian i assigned as my fave ever since arr! he was so boring back then but yeah#the way they did his character is so good tbh ... they way they built on the 'simplicity' of his character. and made him into so much more#i love emet but i really do prefer... say. fandaniel/zenos/elidibus a lot more to him ?? i could explain but idk how to rn#mostly personal preference tbh! but there is just something different about them to me that really speaks out to me#elidibus shgbdhghjb ... he makes me so sad but i can't explain nor comprehend it. it's almost like it is just there#like a ghost of a feeling? like. i can carry on my life forever like this but it will always feel like something is There#agh. it is almost half to 3 am so i should go to sleep soon bcs i need to wake in the morning and not the afternoon!#hm... m a bit stressed over stuff but i'll do what i need to do asap <3#brainrots for elidibus come and go nowadays compared to a few months ago (wow. it has already been months)#but i will always love him so much. and i am deathly afraid for the story of the third tier of pandaemonium </3#will definitely need to get back into raiding then hehehe ... i need to do p12s part 2 <3
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