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prettyboyhere · 11 months

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started reading a fantastic book after a week of dragging myself through a 230-page book and ended up DNFing it. like i was 3/4 through and realised i was trusting the author to make it enjoyable eventually rather than actually enjoying it. and i was in a bad headspace so it's like i cannot make reading a chore. anyway new book, cloud atlas, was gotten from the library (i love her...) i visited yesterday, and it's bangingg?? i love me a story that interweaves disparate characters lives and it's THICK, so it'll last me a few days of long reading. my cousin once said that i have something neurodivergent going on with books. and it's like yeah. i don't think neurotypicals could have as much fun as i am having

#my cousin's comment was in response to me having left a lot of my books behind in canada and being devastated at it #truly grief folks if i think about some of my books #oh my god just struck my that i left behind project hail mary (it was a hardcover :(). i cannot buy it i cannot buy it i cannot buy it #i'm actually gonna learn this country's language fr because it is very depressing to have such a limited selection of books at the libra #i don't wanna buy many books while i'm here because i'm just gonna retraumatise myself otherwise #i however do need to buy the dracula daily book #pb rambles

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