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Me, scrambling on hands and knees, desperately grabbing hold of the scrap of happiness and energy my brain will spare me in the gaps between migraines and crippling depression long enough to make myself a home cooked meal and some banana bread: Am I... better than everyone else?
#its been a rough few weeks folks#i had a scary migraine last week with symptoms that ive never had before. im getting better at identifying when they're coming#but im tracking them now and i realized i have at least one a month so im going to try to get medication for them#also quit my job! it's cool i have another but i did it kinda spontaneously without thinking my budget through#i talked to my boss and her boss and explained i was being excluded despite my attempts to interact#and that depression and apathy took over and i didn't go into work for a month#but they were both really apologetic. i reported the supervisor who was a dick and they both were like yeah :/#im going to be ok but my brain is still being like 'isnt it better to die than to do anything inconvenient??'#i have just enough energy to clean a little and cook and i gotta do it when i can because i never know when im going to get more spoons#i made banana bread and salmon soup and pickles and apple syrup. sensational
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