#i left every single service feeling like someone was screaming 'you dont derseve to be loved' inside my head
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acquaintance from a church: please give this church one more chance! it's the same pastor we all love!
me: ...the pastor is one of the reasons I left, so that'll be a no from me :)
#gee Id LOVE to go back to the place where I was told introverts dont exists#'if you dont pray in tongues god thinks yoir prayers are boring'#one of the elders told me I can never trust any academic to tell the truth#the pastor regularly criticismes lgbt people and my ace self is supposed to be ok with that (ha! nope)#they said we should all strive to 'use our gifts' but my gift of teaching meant 'would you like to teach children?' i dont like children#i left every single service feeling like someone was screaming 'you dont derseve to be loved' inside my head#the communication between groups is a joke#the pastor kept harping about it being the end times...that thing that induces anxiety because I probably have traume related to it now#my need to ask questions and ask why was constantly frowned on#and everything I learned outside the church means nothing because I dont have a bible degree or some bs so Im always the one who's wrong#and this guy wants me to 'give them another chance'? fuck. no.#Im annoyed now.
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