#i really really hope I don't have a harder crisis it's fucking carnaval here the hospitals are gonna be full
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Every time I'm near my period I'm like "pls god don't send me to the psychiatric hospital" and sometimes he hears me. This time however may not be the case.
#oh my god i literally can't take this anymore#i don't get it???? am I going insane??? why is life so unbearable rn#i really really hope I don't have a harder crisis it's fucking carnaval here the hospitals are gonna be full#so I'll probably have to go straight into the psychiatric hospital. I mean it's probably not that bad i hope its just gonna be stressful#I haven't gone full breakdown yet but yesterday was shit and i literally couldn't sleep tonight bc of anxiety#but life circumstances aren't helping I'm unemployed indebted bc I had to quit my job at the mall due to my mental health#and everything I touch breaks! i don't have money to fix it literally every eletrical appliance I have is broken#i dont have family and have like one friend#there's gotta be something wrong with me#oh and it's too hot here its like 37 celsius some days it's unbearable#i got the opposite midas touch i guess everything i touch breaks 😭#anyway why pms makes me like this. its not the only factor but god it would make me so much more sane to not have a uterus
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