#i swap between different sleep aids just to make sure my tolerance levels to the meds don't rise too quickly
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do my sleep meds make my fucking time blindness worse
#i swap between different sleep aids just to make sure my tolerance levels to the meds don't rise too quickly#but the past two days ive been taking one that i haven't used in a Bit#and for the past two days the entire night and day has passed in about 2 minutes#and my memory is worse than usual#and I'm way more fatigued#and i think it's the meds fault#but here's the thing: do i continue to put up with these symptoms and risk them getting Worse#or do i not take it and then just stop being able to sleep ever#like i think the sleep is more important considering if i don't take a sleep aid i will be awake for 48 hours straight#and then be unable to sleep more than three hours#and then my psychosis goes fucking hogwild because that Happens when you're severely sleep deprived#so i kind of HAVE to keep taking it#but then i just end up a useless tired blob in bed all day because my muscles won't move and my brain keeps shutting down#it's like. lesser of two evils yeah. but I'm still fucked.#and considering i went to a sleep doctor and she looked at my meds and said 'yea sorry this is the best we got'#and then sent me out the door with a 'sorry but we can't do anything for u :('#i can't even switch to anything else#so. great.#and i can't even use just over the counter melatonin bc my tolerance to that rises so fast I'd risk poisoning myself within a month#taking 4 or 5 melatonin each night isn't safe but any less and it just doesn't affect me at all
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