#i swear to god i think i'm blocking out a solid 50% of my reality on a daily basis and have been for over a year | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

confinesofmy · 1 year

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recently a big thing that i was scared of and had been for many months went away completely and i was really happy for 3 days. then a major fucked up thing happened that shook me to my core. now that's as resolved as it will ever be but i don't have my Big Problem anymore so i'm back to replaying the trauma that i put on pause months ago to try and deal with said big problem. i think i hauve Trauma.

#i just got so hysterical i threw up #i feel like my head's gonna explode #i haven't felt like this in months #which don't get me wrong i've felt incredibly bad in the past few months #but god i don't even wanna wake up tomorrow this is so fucking bad #i would go to the er if i didn't know this was stress #it's so crazy i thought i was still this bad. like i thought i was this bad that whole time but really i'd just forgotten #i swear to god i think i'm blocking out a solid 50% of my reality on a daily basis and have been for over a year #this won't be processed for the next decade #the time #the time will pass anyways #adam talks too much

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