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Hello Dear. I have a few question that im dying to know and as Im not sure if you're gonna continue with 'comfort' I hope you can answer these :) So, we know Jk is a fuckboy and its a little hard to break out of that 'habit' of sleeping around and stuff and he apparently doesnt like commitment/gfs (as we saw his face fall when Y/N called herself his gf) but HOW and WHEN did he realize her likes her in a different, pure way? He told her he likes her, but sleeps around the next day again /1

I love these asks! Thank you for being so sweet and asking so much about the story! 

Actually, Jungkook doesn’t even know that he is madly in love with her, which you will notice in the upcoming chapters. In the beginning, he was only playing with her like he does with any other girl, but as he gets more and more involved with her, he caught himself coming back to her every time he sees her, which makes him quite protective of her, hence the nickname “my baby girl”. He himself doesn’t know why and this is the reason why he doesn’t break his habits. He doesn’t believe in love and he is not planning to commit himself to a relationship any time soon, unless he realizes his true feelings, which can be quite hurtful for Somin, and this story will focus around this problem. (Going to be angsty af :D) 

And was Jungkook ashamed of her? in School, thats why he avoided her in public places and guides her away real fast (to his locker)? AND at the party, Jungkook did see her before he kissed the girl, when he was dancing and Somin and JK made eye contact (again, he looked away real quick. was he still ashamed to be seen with a 'nerd'?) so why did he still kiss the other girl when he KNEW Somin was there? and when hoseok humilated her in front of everyone even before he poured the glass on her /2

Why didnt Jungkook try to stop him even then? He's aware why somin was mad and hurt, not only at hoseok but mostly at him and his actions. Why did he only step up when he poured the drink on her? and the last part was a little shock for me because at the party somin didnt want to drink anything, isnt the type to, but then she's completely wasted and waiting outside her room (how and where did she get the money to buy alcohol from?) I hope i wasnt too annoying with my questions omg but /3

Yes, Jungkook is and will still be a fuckboy, which means he wants to keep his status so he can use it and get all the girls. And of course, being seen with Somin all the time is going to raise questions with some people (especially his friends) and Jungkook definitely wants to avoid that. What happened at the party was sad and wrong of Jungkook, but since he didn’t see Somin as his girlfriend yet, he didn’t consider her feelings that much during that moment, so he doesn’t make a big deal out of kissing another girl. Compared to Somin who believed they were actually dating. So, Somin got hurt, but Jungkook realizes this a bit too late. He believes she was easy and would forgive him, considering Somin being kindhearted and naive, but then Hoseok poured the drink over her (which he did not expect, until it actually happened) and it triggered him when he actually saw how hurt Somin was. When she ran away, Jungkook felt guilty and searched for her everywhere the whole night, resulting him coming home all alone and finding Somin on the ground in front of his door. 

 Yes, you might be surprised by Somin’s behavior. She is kind and sweet and something you wouldn’t expect from her, but deep down, Somin is a girl who longs to break free from the good girl image, but never really had the courage to do so. When she got hurt, her inner self was blaming herself for being too kind and useless and it urged her to be rebellious for the night. It made her want to drink and you know what they say about being drunk ;) So, everything that Somin has been suppressing, including this naughty side of her comes to the surface, which results in some hilarious situations, shocking Jungkook in the process :D 

I pretty much made Jungkook an asshole in this story. He is just all about taking and never giving, but I guess it will change when Somin is going to step up her game and make him pay, starting from chapter 3 :p  

but I just really love this scenario! I really hope you will continue with it ;o; I want to know more about JKs and Somins story and how they'll develop. Or the talk when Somin is sober and remembers the party, what happened with JK and hoseok, realizes that she's been ''played' with and stuff. I honestly wouldnt mind some more angst, guilty feelings and regret and stuff hehehe. Anyway, thank you for writing for us! I hope tumblr didnt eat any of my msgs too ;; i'l look forward to ur answer

You are so sweet ! And sorry for taking so long to answer your ask, I am not fluent in English, which is why I have to take some time to phrase myself properly in which direction I want to go with the characters. But I am sure I will make everything very angsty from now on! And I think I got all of your asks! Luckily, Tumblr is being nice with me, ahha ^^

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