#i'll probably reblog this again later when it's not 4:30 in the morning

[tantoknives]

hey how about 1-30 from that one ask thing

if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?-first off i sent this to myself. second, i would link them to my soundcloud and spotify and shit like that. if i had to chose a single band i’d have to go with cherub, they’re my favorite band of all time and i get teary thinking about how jordan kelly gave me a hug. uh anyway also watch princess mononoke and kiki’s delivery service because theyre my fave and i heavily relate to kiki. i guess for reading read my childhood faves like redwall, warriors, guardians of ga’hoole, and everlost trilogy. i don’t do as much recreational reading these days. 

have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?-not?? really in particular. i modeled my early writing more after my childhood favorites (see above lmao) so my writing wasn’t terribly complex. i think i model my writing a bit closer to stephen king’s; he has a very good way of conveying situations/emotions in an extremely subtle way

list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with.-wow this list has gotten small. the only fandom i actually really interact with is the transformers fandom nowadays. i relate to knockout because i love breakdown. other stuff i used to vibe with is steven universe, and i really related to rose quartz. 

do you like your name?  is there another name you think would fit you better?-now that i’ve figured out that i’m nonbinary, i’d prefer a more... gender neutral name. megan is such...... a generic name. i’m fine with meg, but i don’t even respond to megan anymore lmao. i’m fond of mac, like mac demarco. maybe to be unique™️ i should be called demarco.

do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do?-what the fuck kind of question is this it sounds like a question from a job application. and yeah i guess?? i mean i call myself a writer and an artist and a depressed fuck because that’s what i do

are you religious/spiritual?-no. i had some bad experiences in the church and it effectively drove me away from christianity in particular. i enjoy other houses of religion, tho. i find it very interesting to be an observer. 

do you care about your ethnicity?-kinda?? it’s something that i think about a lot because i could have had a lot more culture from my dad’s side except my family on his side was whitewashed as a side effect of rampant racism in the 50s and 60s. i’m ‘hispanic’ but i’m not even sure what that means nowadays?? like am i just white?? i don’t know and it bugs me. like, i’m not trying to reach to be a poc but i’m also not sure if i’m white or not. most of the time i just kind of ignore it. 

what musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime?-florence and the machine was the first artist that i really, really connected with after i heard ‘dog days are over’ during a movie preview on the tv. her lungs album was the first i ever bought, and she was the first artist i ever followed religiously. a little while after her i got really into woodkid. now i’m deeply invested in the band cherub, theyve gotten me through a lot of hard times, all of them. for awhile i was very much into linkin park’s ‘a thousand suns’ album, so chester’s death has touched me in some small way. 

are you an artist?-yeah, i would definitely say so. it’s definitely been a hugely defining part of my identity for the entirety of my life, if that says anything. 

do you have a creed?-not?? particularly?? like for me my creed is to let people do their own thing and stay in my lane unless theyre hurting somebody. like i don’t really care what people do unless it becomes my business. 

describe your ideal day.-ohh getting up at 10am with good hair, doing my makeup and putting on a cute outfit. getting my nails done with a good friend, having a light but tasty lunch then going to get bubble tea after. going to the mall for a couple of hours, then going to a nice place for dinner and a movie. after that, going for a nice swim at night with some friends, good music, and a bit of booze. more movies after that if we’re awake enough. 

dog person or cat person?-i think i answered this already but fundamentally i’m a cat person because i’m too low energy to be a dog person

inside or outdoors?-i’m too delicate of a creature for these earthly elements, so indoors i shall stay. it’s too fucking hot outside. 

are you a musician?-actually, i used to be. i played the piano for nearly ten years and played the french horn/mellophone for another five. i wish that i still played an instrument but i barely have the will to get out of bed, much less the dedication to devote myself to an instrument

five most influential books over your lifetime.-the lovely bones by alice sebold-the green mile by stephen king-the redwall series by brian jacques-the everlost trilogy by neal shushterman-call of the wild by jack londongod......... i need to read more books

if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same?-i mean, yeah?? that’s basic psychology, tbh. 

would you say your tumblr is a fair representation of the “real you”?-mmaybe?? i don’t really talk that much on here (aside from these ridiculously long ask memes godd) but i’m fairly frank and i typically say what i would irl. i’m a pretty frank person. 

what’s your patronus?-already answered, but i’m changing my answer to Macho Man Randy Savage™️

which Harry Potter house would you be in? or are you a muggle?-i don’t care enough about this question to answer this

would you rather be in Middle Earth, Narnia, Hogwarts, or somewhere else?-all of the above listed universes sound like shit except magic is maybe cool. pokemon is the ultimate alternate reality

do you love easily?-i used to, but i’m a bit more anxious and wary of my relationships these days

list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order.-sleeping (this summer i average like, 12 hours lmao)-browsing tunglr, sadly-this summer?? breath of the wild-staring at sketchbooks, pencil hovering over the page-eat

how often would you want to see your family every year?-my mom and dad?? once a month sounds good, if not twice. my sister?? fucking never

have you ever felt like you had a “mind-meld” with someone?-me and my SO are ridiculously close to the point where he knew i was starting my period before i even did

could you live as a hermit?-i already do

how would you describe your gender/sexuality?-i am nonbinary and pansexual. so yeah and yeah

do you feel like your outside appearance is a fair representation of the “real you”?-this is something i’ve been working on actually and it’s sorta difficult because i have some clothes that i feel do and a lot that don’t because i have a lot of ultra-femme clothes that i don’t feel as comfy in anymore. i mean, depending on my mood. also my hair is so fucking shaggy i look like a goddamn muppet. 

on a scale from 1 to 10, how hard is it for someone to get under your skin?-it takes a lot, because i mean people make mistakes and do/say shit that they didn’t think about. that’s for friends. other people can and will bug the fuck out of me with ease. 

three songs that you connect with right now.-monogamy by cherub-hallelujah money by gorillaz (iconic)-marijuana by chrome sparks

pick one of your favorite quotes.-uhh hmoh actually i do think i know- “i am become death, destroyer of worlds” from the bhagavad gita i know it’s generic but it’s very iconic, and i especially like hearing it in oppenheimer’s post-atomic bomb speech

[bitchywaldof]

I posted 4,561 times in 2021

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#i’ve been doing a lot of research cause that’s what i do for fun lol and i think personally having

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

“So many times I wish I could’ve told you things over the last two years Daryl, but you made me feel like I lost the right to ever have you back in my life again”

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Beth’s about five glasses of champagne deep when the idea comes to her. Two more glasses later she’s picking up her phone out of her sparkling clutch and scrolling through her contacts to find his name and pressing the call button before she can chicken out.

Back in Georgia after two years, Beth Greene attends her sisters wedding.

Drunk dialling her ex couldn’t possibly go wrong, right?

18 notes • Posted 2021-05-13 05:49:19 GMT

#4

Hiii, I was wondering if you could rec me a few of your favourite bethyl fics? I’m rewatching and beth and daryl’s storyline is getting me good this time round and I need somewhere to let my emotions out!

Heyy i think i might have you covered or enough to get started in Bethyl Fanfiction. I love all these authors work so if you enjoy any of their stories be sure to check out their other works.

Canon Divergence - Set in TWD universe

The Crow's Song by SquishyCool

Lessons by avulgaris

like real people do by dearygirl

A Peach Tree by witchmars

Gracie by Courtneyshortney82

she’s probably somebody’s only light, gonna shine tonight by kattyshack

it's going to take you people years to recover from all of the damage by wandering_gypsy_feet

AU - Alternate Universe (mostly modern)

thirsty by SquishyCool

Call Me Friend But Keep Me Closer by pietromavximoff

Good Girl by pietromavximoff

picking @ scabs by SquishyCool

I'll Be Yours For a Song by dynamicsymmetry

19 notes • Posted 2021-10-11 23:37:07 GMT

#3

“I love the tragedy of everyday I spend with you,

The more days we share the closer we get to the inevitable despair.

When you’ll get sick of my worries and excuses and I’ll get sick of your pessimism and wandering eyes.

So let’s enjoy this night, riddle me ways you’ll say goodbye”

Beth Greene - Never enough time for us

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They wandered into each others life’s at the wrong time.

The summer before landing her starring role in a Hulu limited series Beth Greene met Daryl Dixon.

They spent the summer falling for each other, they were never meant to last forever but that didn’t stop any feelings falling.

Now a successful actress and living in New York, Beth feels lonely. Despite her fabulous lifestyle and a job that she absolutely loves, she can’t help thinking about the what if’s. Coming back home for the first time in 3 years might just be the opportunity she was subconsciously desiring to finally track down Daryl Dixon for a second chance…..

23 notes • Posted 2021-09-18 08:30:17 GMT

#2

“You must never leave this house Beth, bad things happen outside these walls.”

Scared, alone and almost out of food. Beth is startled one morning by a mysterious man with a crossbow.

Bethyl Rapunzel AU

34 notes • Posted 2021-07-10 03:08:07 GMT

#1

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