#i'm bad at planning to hangout.......i'm bad at calling...... i'll think about you often though <3

[stillshewanders]

learning so much about myself through just a few silly goofy dates...

[blxetsi]

armin arlert, mikasa ackerman, and eren jaeger polyamorous headcanons (modern au)

armin arlert x gn!reader, mikasa ackerman x gn!reader, eren jaeger x gn!reader, mikasa x armin x eren x gn!reader

warnings: uhh fluff, this is very long, reader has a gf b4 getting w ema,

this is like my first post since feb that isnt a request 😍😍😍 how did i pull this out of my ass

- obv eren, mikasa, and armin have been besties since childhood so its no wonder they all got together first 🤩🙏

- and theyre all hot so why wouldnt they wanna date each other

- i think armin and eren wouldve gotten together first, and then invited mikasa into their relationship

- the three of them have been officially going steady for like over a year now, and its going really well

- they didnt really expect you to drop into their lives tho

- youre an old friend of historia's and you two reconnected after you moved to the city, securing yourself a decent paying job working as a writer for the city paper

- you usually get the boring stuff, never able to get a good story to write about, focusing your time on heartwarming stories in the community or the sports column

- its boring but it pays the bills

- you were thankful when historia called you during your lunch and asked if you wanted to get drinks at a bar with her and a couple of other friends

- of course you said yes

- so historia and her girlfriend ymir picked you up after work, having dinner with them after a long week was the best, but you were a bit nervous to meet all of their friends

- thats how you met eren, mikasa and armin

- at first you were sure that mikasa and eren were dating, seeing as mikasa had her head on the taller man's shoulder, while his arm was wrapped around her

- but when armin leaned down to give mikasa a kiss before heading off to the bar you werent so sure

- ymir pulled you away to get more drinks and explained to you what the situation was, while commenting on the way you gawked at the three of them before

- you were embarassed to say the least but they didnt bring it up that night so you hoped the throuple didnt notice (they did)

- you really hit it off with all of them though, especially sasha and jean, and were constantly talked about among the friend group

- because of your demanding job dealing with writers block and deadlines you couldnt really meet up with all of them often, usually just having sleepovers at ymir and historia's apartment, the three of you drinking while you wrote on your laptop

- after a couple months of casual hangouts with historia and ymir and their friends, you kinda became one of them too which was nice

- you were added to the groupchat, you all followed each other on social media, and a certain brunet had taken a liking to you

- eren didnt know why exactly he was so attracted to you but he was, maybe it was your hair, or how pretty your skin looked even when oily or with breakouts, maybe it was your smile or your body or your sense of humor or you kindness or maybe it was all of it

- eren jaeger would always stay faithful to his boyfriend and girlfriend, but maybe they could add another person into the mix, more to love right ?

- he had only known you for a couple of months though, he didnt want to jump the gun and bring this up with his partners so soon, especially if they didnt feel the same way he did

- and it would be a bummer if you turned out to be a bad person or smth

- so summer rolls around with lots of memories being made with your new friends, as well as friends from work, and you get a girlfriend ??

- shes not really your girlfriend you two have only been out on a couple of dates and she kisses you a lot but, you havent talked about labels

- one night you, along with your friends are back at the same bar where you first met them

"so, tell us about the girl youre seeing." ymir says, smirking over her beer.

eren's ears perked up at the mention of you seeing someone. "girl ?"

historia nodded. "mhm ! y/n's been talking to someone recently, they've gone on dates and kissed and stuff."

"and stuff, jesus tori you make it sound like we've had sex." you sighed.

the blonde just laughed, leaning her body onto her freckled companion.

"well ? what about her ?" eren asks. armin slapped him on the arm, already having suspicions about eren's interest in you.

your shoulders sagged. "well, she's great and everything, truly..."

"but ? is there a but in this ?" connie asked. sasha started laughing at connie's use of the word but, while jean slapped the girl on the arm because of her reaction.

you shrugged, swirling what was left of your fruity cocktail in your glass. "well, i'm not sure. she's very lively, and sweet. but i don't know, i just don't see myself being able to be in a steady relationship with her."

"so you're gonna end it ?" eren asked. you thought he seemed a bit too eager about your failure in the love department.

"why do you care so much ? you like the thought of me being lonely ?" you shot back, before downing the rest of your drink.

"no i just-"

"i think what eren means is," mikasa intervened, her smooth voice calming you as she looked at you with a smile on her face. "is that there's no point in staying with her if you can't see yourself with her. don't lead her on."

you nodded. "you're exactly right my friend. which is the plan for tonight because i," you quickly checked the time on your phone. 8:17. "have a date with miss molly at nine, so i will be taking my leave."

the group engaged in a chorus of boos for leaving so early, while you chuckled and took the lighthearted insults thrown at you by sasha and connie with ease. grabbing all of your things you put down two twenties onto the table. "i'll see you guys later, have a goodnight." as you walked off you heard jean yell "have a good time you heartbreaker !" making you shake your head

- the date with molly went less then well. she yelled, and cried, and even tried hitting you at one point. your walk back from the park was spent blocking her on every form of social media you followed her on, and when you got back to your apartment you spent the night in a hot bath before retiring to bed

- meanwhile, armin and mikasa were trying to pry the truth out of eren, who was constantly denying his attraction to you

- finally mikasa took one for the team "eren, you aren't alone with the way you feel, i do too." this made eren more willing to open up to his partners

- armin doesnt say anything about you, only saying how youre kind. he doesnt feel the way that his girlfriend and boyfriend do, but he knows that may change

- soon enough, more time flies and christmas rolls around, with you all deciding to have a secret santa get together.

- historia invites everyone to her home on christmas eve, with ymir begrudgingly allowing it

- bertholdt and annie come too, reiner not being able to make it due to going home for christmas, while everyone else decided to stay in the city

- you picked out your secret santas at the beginning of november so you would all have enough time to find something for each other, you hoped whoever picked your name gave you something good

- after hours of games and karaoke and drinking you all decided it was time to open the presents

- ymir got socks from bertholdt, connie got an ugly beanie from ymir, historia got new pens from mikasa, mikasa got knitting needles from annie, annie got a dumbell from eren, jean got a not so appropriate t shirt from connie, jean gave sasha more comic books, armin gave new stationary paper to bertholdt, sasha gifted you that new biography you've been wanting to read and you gave armin your old copy of frankenstein by mary shelley

- he was surprised but very thankful, "how did you know i needed a new copy ?" "well i remember you said eren spilt water on your old one, and the pages just stuck together so i thought you might as well have mine"

- it warmed armin's heart that you remembered something so insignificant, and opened him up to the thought of being with you

- the rest of the night was spent with hugs and thankfulness, cheering when the clock struck 12 and it became christmas day

- after getting things cleaned up everyone decided it was time to leave, with armin, eren and mikasa offering to give you a ride home

- a ride where armin straight up kissed you in the backseat

- you stopped him of course, thinking that it was weird he would cheat on his partners right in front of them, while they were shocked all on their own for different reasons, armin who didnt have feelings for you KISSED you

- and surprisingly armin took the lead in explaining how he felt, why he kissed you, an apology for doing so, and an offer to start dating all three of them

- your heart was pounding in your ears and your entire face felt hot, it was probably the alcohol, or the way his lips felt so soft when they touched yours, so you said yes.

- its not smooth sailing from there

- youre kind of awkward

- this is your first relationship where you really feel like you could love these guys (you already do) but its also your first relationship with multiple people

- the trio start inviting you over more often, soon for sleepovers, and start inviting themselves over at your own place, mainly eren

- he just comes at random times, sometimes when youre not even there and waits for you, or stays and cleans up a bit before leaving

- armin and you share a deep love of literature, and you often find yourselves in hot debates about whatever youve read (mikasa and eren have to pry you two away before things get physical)

- mikasa likes to cook with you, she shares recipes that her mom taught her, and her and armin love to cook dinner together whereas eren is the breakfast maker of the household

- the first time you slept in the same bed as them you were so nervous your whole body thumped to the tune of your heartbeat, you were convinced armin could even hear it as he was laying beside you, but eren wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you into his large chest before whispering "youre as stiff as a board, relax honey"

- eren snores, mikasa drools, armin has those dreams where you fall and then violently wake up before you hit the ground

- slowly but surely you stop thinking about your relationship as the trio and you, but as all of you together, and that really helps you come out of your shell a bit

- you may still be in the honeymoon phase, and there may be bumps along the way, but you like being with armin, eren, and mikasa. they make you so happy, it feels like the happiest youve been in a long time

- you like watching eren and armin dance in the living room while you and mikasa cuddle on the couch, before the boys pull you two up as well

- you like when armin reads to you, his soft voice reciting the words of the great gatsby

- you like it when eren can just tell youve had a rough day, and pulls you into a hug like hes protecting you from all the bad things in the world

- you love being with them. you love them. and you think that theyre it for you

i rushed the ending bc im fucking tired but i kinda wanna do a poly!series with like sasha, connie and jean, or annie, bertholdt and reiner, or any other poly ships u guys may request !

so yeah pls give me feedback it rlly helps me figure out whether you want a polyamorous series (or just like what i write in general), and it would be my first series ever which would be super cool anyways

yeah requests open for poly!ships anyways

[afishcalledfatin]

Dr. JUNGWOO

All my covers have 'insomniac' because it was from my previous account!

Summary: in which you and Jungwoo, the radiologist can't help but fall for each other even though you were scared of the consequences.

Genre: Angst and Fluff

Pairings: doctor!jungwoo x fem reader!

Warnings: mentions of harassment

A/N: hello everyone~ I'm honestly not that proud of this one but I hope you all like it. I'm sorry my updates have been inconsistent. My grandfather has been very ill and I've been planning an event at school. I'll try to update as much as I can. I apologise in advance if there are any mistakes.

• He's a radiologist!

• In the ‘handsome doctors' group

• Very smiley baby

• One of the most cheerful doctors in the hospital

• He's friends with everyone

• He's easily entertained

• The boys could be telling lame jokes and he'd giggle

• Also the baby of the group, like Dr Dong

• He entered the hospital at the same time as Dr Qian and Dr Wong

• He has an amazing appetite

• Constantly has some sort of snack on him

• “Ahhh I'm so hungry~” “Here! Chips or a bun?” “Did you just pull those out of your pockets?”

• Always making everyone laugh

• He's just naturally funny

• There was several times where the boys wouldn't stop laughing and it would end up with cramps

• That entire bunch just loves to laugh :3

• He likes listening to music when he sleeps

• Especially when he's stressed out

• He finds peace and serenity in music

• He talks very softly and patiently to patients

• He doesn't get that much interactions with patients but when he does he'll always makes sure they're happy and comfortable

• He's close to Dr Mark

• Those two are always giggling and cracking up jokes

• When he's taking x-rays, he has the habit of biting his nails.

• He's fairly patient

• I mean, he doesn't get annoyed easily but when he does he gets really cranky

• At the same time, it takes alot to annoy him

• Jungwoo has a puppy named Jojo

• Jojo was given to him from his older sister

• Spends all of his free time with his dog

• He likes his work space and home to be VERY tidy

• He cleans when he's bored

• Jungwoo has a bad habit of hiding his feelings sometimes

• Whenever something is bothering him, he will keep it in

• Usually, he'll go to Mark or Jaehyun if it's really bad

• “Hey... is it okay if I rant?” “C'mere buddy.”

• Usually after a good ranting session, he'll feel much better

• He's always wanted to be a doctor ever since he was a kid

• Now that he was one, he was forever thankful

• Now, to his love life

• Has gone on several dates but it just never felt right

• It's not that Jungwoo was picky

• Y'know when you can tell?

• Yeah, that

• Anyways, Jungwoo had talked about it with his best friends

• “I just don't feel like she was the one, y'know?” “It's alright, you don't have to rush yourself. Take all the time you need, man. We're here for you.”

• Just as Jungwoo was going to thank them, the head of Radiology walked in with an unfamiliar face.

• “Doctor, we're introducing a new staff member into the radiology department. Meet Miss Y/L/N.”

• He stood up and quickly bowed and extended his hand for you to shake.

• “Hello, I'm Jungwoo.” “I'm Y/N. Let's work hard together.” You smiled.

• At first, he was really shy. He would look at you and shy away.

• You took the effort to get to know him

• Slowly asking him questions

• Soon, he too started to ask you questions

• It would range from “Where did you grow up?” to “What are your opinions on soup?”

• Long story short, you guys became best friends!

• You like to crack up jokes and tease him

• “Jungwoo~ I can't breathe.” “Oh my god, are you alright?” “You stole my breath away babe.” “K...” as he blushes.

• Everyone ships the both of you but both of you friend zoned each other

• “Y'all sure you aren't dating?” “HE'S LIKE A BROTHER TO ME.” “YEAH SHE'S THE ANNOYING SISTER.” “YEAH I A- WAIT WHAT?”

• Scratch friend zone, yall bro-zoned each other

• He's highkey done but he still loves you ♡

• few months into the friendship, and Jungwoo couldn't avoid the feelings he began to develop

• He had a crush on you because he loved how you actually made an effort to get to know him. Also cause you were very charming

• So actually, when you “bro” him, his chest tightens a bit.

• One night, you were having your usual night hangouts.

• Both of you were lounging in the living room when you came up with a brilliant idea

• “Hey, let's both dye our hair.” He looked up at you, definitely used to your crazy ideas.

• “And get scolded? I don't think so, dummy.” “BUT THE GUYS DYE THEIR HAIR? WHY CAN'T WE?”

• Jungwoo thought about it and he did have to agree

• His friends always dyed their hair and it wasn't always natural colours.

• And to be honest, he did want to dye his hair too

• “Good point.” He put his phone down. “Let's do it. C'mon, let's go.” He grabbed your hand and both walked to the store.

• “I have another idea.” “Y/N...” “No, seriously! How about we both choose a colour for each other?”

• Jungwoo was scared but then again, your ideas were always fun

• And he thought it was a good way of getting back at you for all the times you teased him

• “Fine. Nothing too crazy, please.” You squeal and run off to the hair isle.

• Once both of you had paid, you were dying to know what colour he picked for you.

• You chose a soft orange colour

• You got into one of his old t-shirts and both of you stood in the bathroom together.

• First, both of you had to bleach your hair so the colours would show better

• He handed you the box and your eyes widen

• “You got me blue?” “Yeah, I think you'd look pretty with that colour.”

• For the first time, Jungwoo made you blush

• “WAIT, ARE YOU BLUSHING?” “NO! YOUR APARTMENT IS FREAKISHLY HOT.”

• He obviously didn't believe you

• When he looked down at his colour his eyebrows furrowed

• “Do you hate me?” “HONEY, NO.” “WHY DID YOU CHOOSE ORANGE?” “BECAUSE IT MIGHT LOOK GOOD. YOU NEVER KNOW.”

• He pouts and you squeeze his cheeks

• “c'mon, let's begin!”

• Both of you did your own hair and were really excited to see your hair but you were much more excited to see his hair.

• “Okay, I'm going to wash my hair now.” “Can I use the kitchen sink?” “Yeah, go ahead.”

• Both of you washed your hair and you looked at yourself and you were impressed

• It was a beautiful dark blue. Though it was a bit patchy, you were proud of making it work

• “Zeus! Hurry up.” You said, jumping.

• “Hold on.” He was drying his hair as he walked out

• In that very moment, your perspective of him changed

• You always saw him as your best friend, the guy you could talk about anything to, cry to and vice versa.

• He was always, Jungwoo, your best friend

• He had rolled his t-shirt sleeves and was drying his hair

• It was such a simple act but you were so attracted to him

• “Do I look okay?”

• The orange looked really good on him, it was still a bit dark due to it still being damp but he looked great nonetheless.

• “Y-yeah! I told you, you would look good.” You punched his shoulder lightly.

• He blushed and looked at you longingly

• “You look good too.” He said softly.

• “Thanks.” You said and looked at him closely.

• You did admit before, Jungwoo was very handsome

• And honestly, he would be the perfect boyfriend

• So what was holding you back?

• “I... I should go. We have an early shift tomorrow.” You took your bag and he walked you to the door.

• “I'll see you tomorrow, kiddo.” “You too, dummy.” He pulled you and kissed your forehead. Something he usually did but tonight it felt different.

• When both of you went to work, all the other doctors were shocked

• The guys cheered “Finally joining us, eh?”

• You did get stares from the older doctors

• You weren't paying attention but when Jungwoo walked out with his hair pushed back in his scrubs, you freaked out. He looked unbelievably handsome.

• “Hey, we have three more patients this afternoon. C’mon.” He dragged you.

• When both of you were taking the patient's x-ray, you just stared at him.

• “Y/N, care to tell me why you're creepily staring at me?” “Your hair looks nice.”

• He turned around in his chair and smiled. He pushed a strand of your hair behind your ear and smiled

• “Thanks for making me do this and by the way, you look beautiful with blue hair.”

• You blushed so freaking hard it was hard to avoid.

• You didn't think much about it until you called your mom

• “Sweetie, please do bring Jungwoo home more often.” “I'll invite him, don't worry. You must really like him.”

• “What's not to like? He's polite, handsome, he takes care of you and he's a doctor. He's the best boyfriend so far.” Your eyes widen as you chocked on your water.

• “Mom, we aren't dating.” “What? You aren't? But both of you look so good together.” “He's my best friend, mom.” You sighed.

• “Sweetie, how can you not see that he's madly in love with you?”

• “W-what?” “You can see it in the way he looks and talks to you.” “Mom...” “Sweetie, I know you were badly hurt by your ex boyfriend but give Jungwoo a chance. The poor boy loves you so much.”

• After the talk with your mom, you didn't know how to react.

• You didn't know what to do.

• After that night, you did think of the possibilities of both of you dating.

• He was perfect and for so long you thought he wasn't your type but you started having feelings for him.

• What if we did date but we broke up? What will happen then? I don't want to lose him...

• You couldn't stop thinking about it

• These were your thoughts for the last 9 months.

• He was all you were thinking of. How he was, did he eat yet, is he okay, everything.

• You just couldn't stop thinking of him.

• “Hey, wake up.” He snapped his fingers in your face.

• “You okay?” “Yeah.. just something.”

• “Wanna talk about it?” “It's nothing.” “Aww, c'mon-”

• “It's nothing! Let it go.” You snapped.

• You had a horrible day. You were having horrible period cramps and some patients were being ridiculously rude.

• Add that to a pot of stress, and you've got an extremely easily irritated Y/N.

• “I... I was just asking.” He said.

• “Well, I don't have to tell you every thought, now do I?”

• “What's going on? Why are you so angry?” he asked, slightly annoyed.

• “I'm tired.” “I get it you're tired but you don't need to go yelling at others.”

• “I'm not yelling at you!” “You just did!”

• “Whatever, it's not like I'm your girlfriend and I'd have to update you on everything.” You finally said.

• He picked up his tray and turned to you

• “Nurse Song is throwing a party at the club downtown but you're probably too tired to attend.” He pressed.

• That was the first time both of you had fought and you felt horrible right after.

• You wanted to run to him and apologise and hug him and kis-

• That's when you realised, you were deeply in love with Jungwoo.

• Maybe you've always been but you never noticed it.

• You got up and decided to go for the party

• You went home to change.

• You wore a muted pink blouse with a short denim skirt. You let your faded blue locks cascade down your back.

• You picked up your phone and typed a long paragraph about how sorry you were but you erased it, pride getting in the way

• When you arrived at the club, Nurse Song had greeted you.

• Clearly tipsy

• “Y/N~ thanks for coming. Everyone is in the back.”

• You saw most of your friends and you saw Jungwoo and his group of guys.

• Throughout the night, both of you watched each other, secretly.

• He wasn't drinking much and he was just engaging himself in a conversation with Taeil and Sicheng.

• You suddenly felt a hand snake around your waist

• “Hey, let's dance.” he slurred. You turned to see a man, most probably in his late 30's, drunk.

• “I'm good. Thanks for the offer.” You tried to walk away before you pulled your hand.

• “It wasn't an offer. C'mon, let's go.” He said, swaying from left to right.

• Jungwoo was quick to react when he saw you. No matter how sad and pissed he was, he will always love you.

• “Is there a problem here?” “Hey buddy, nothing is wrong. I just wanted a dance.”

• Jungwoo looked at you and soften before his face harden again

• “Well, she doesn't want to. It's best for you to leave.” Jungwoo tried to pull you away before the disgusting man pulled you

• He held you to his chest, you were disgusted to the core at his sweaty body. He smelled so strong of alcohol

• “Let go of me!” you screamed. The guy merely hiccupped and chuckled.

• “Look, just let go of her.” Jungwoo stalked closer to him.

• “Whatcha gonna do huh?” before the idiot could blink, Jungwoo threw a strong punch to his nose and pulled you.

• The guy was wailing on the ground and Yuta had called security.

• They dragged him out and everyone was asking if you were alright.

• You nod and told everyone you were alright.

• You saw Jungwoo walk out and you followed to thank him

• He walked out and saw him leaning on the building.

• “Jungwoo...” he opened his eyes and turned to you.

• “I... just wanted to say, thank you.” You said. A small smile tugged at the corner of his lip.

• “It's alright, I'd help you any day.” “Yeah... thanks.”

• Both of you stood there awkwardly, not knowing what to do.

• “Well if that's all, then I'm gonna head back.” He said. You nod silently.

• He was about to leave and you thought,

• I can't let him go without saying sorry.

• “Wait!” you said. He turned around and raised a brow.

• “That wasn't all.” You said.

• He nod. “I'm sorry, for this afternoon. I didn't mean to yell at you.” You said. In all honesty, there was more but you thought you should settle this first.

• “That's all?” he asked.

• “Yes?” you were confused. Jungwoo seemed like he wanted hear more. He shut his eyes and breathed out. He pushed his hair back, frustrated

• “Okay, let me tell you what I've been meaning to tell you. You're all I've been thinking of ever since we started being friends. It's like I spend every waking hour thinking of you. Of your wellbeing, your mental health and everything! When you told me you had those blind dates months ago, my heart ached. Whenever I saw you flirting with a male colleague, I just held my tongue from saying anything. I held that all in but this afternoon... that broke my heart.”

• “Jungwoo, I-” “I care about you but you confuse me so much Y/N cause one minute you're calling me all these sweet pet names and flirting with me and the next I'm suddenly being friend zoned.” he said, exasperated.

• “I confuse you?! For the past 9 months, you've been sending me mix signals. One minute you're cuddling me and giving me forehead kisses and telling me I'm perfect but the next you're saying how much you love me as a best friend. Have you ever thought about how I felt about you?!” your voice raising.

• “What are y- “FOR GOD'S SAKE, I LOVE YOU.” You yelled, voice hoarse.

• He stared before he walked to you, taking long strides

• He pulled you, one hand on your waist, the other on the back of your neck as he pulls you in for a deep kiss.

• You responded automatically, gripping onto his shirt.

• When both of you pull apart, you were both panting.

• He held the side of your face before he pulled you in for another kiss, softer this time.

• Both of you smiling into the kiss

• After a few moments, he rested his forehead on yours.

• “I love you... so much.” “I love you too.”

• You both started dating and it was... amazing

• All your worries before vanished

• You dated your best friend

• He was the sweetest, getting really soft and smiley whenever you kiss

• The boys would always tease him but you'd protect your boyfriend

• SHE PROTECC AND ATTACC

• Aka you'd attack them by tickling them

• He's really happy that you're finally his girlfriend after so long

• And you were happy to be with the man of your dreams

Hello I don't know much about the medical world, I only know the basics. I apologise if there were mistakes.

Credits to owner of the photo