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#i'm basically a shut-in with little interest in the outside world. my optimal life is shut up in some basement somewhere
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hm.
#leoposting
#vent in tags
#i... have come to realize that i am... very lonely
#you'd think that wouldn't be so given how many friends and people i have around me. but honestly... as much as i love my online friends
#my real life is quite... desolate.
#i don't really have a relationship with my parents (not a good one; at least. i tolerate them at best); all my friends graduated
#so we barely see each other. my current school friends are just that - school friends. we don't talk outside of our shared classes.
#i have my cat but she's getting old and... i probably have to leave her soon which genuinely makes me want to cry.
#i doubt i can take her to uni. especially if i go overseas. i wouldn't do that to her.
#huh. never thought that'd be the thing that makes me rethink all my plans. guess leaving your life companion is a little difficult...
#it's difficult to imagine her not around. we grew up together. i got her as a kitten when i was 4. i don't wanna think about that anymore..
#but. life is lonely. it's not like i have places to be or anything. i barely talk to people. i guess that's my own fault though
#i'm basically a shut-in with little interest in the outside world. my optimal life is shut up in some basement somewhere
#all i need is a PC and some consoles and some food and i'm content to never be seen again...
#it's... whatever. i guess. all i can do is push forward. i don't really expect people to stay in my life long.
#i'm just grateful for the time they give me. maybe it's inevitable that people leave me. it's okay.
#if i can bring them joy before then; then i'm happy. i hope people look back on me fondly.
#i hope they never think of me again.
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